BTS Sickfics

28. Yoongi: Jimin, The Child

Jungkook's POV

We are going on a mission today to try and do some fear busting. We are all not looking forward to it because that means we have to do things we wouldn't normally do, or try to avoid. Lucky me, I get to go first and I have a fear of bugs, but also microwave ovens. I am given a tray of food that I need to heat up so we can eat lunch. I am standing here shaking as I try to cook these items and I stand back every time I start it. I am afraid they will blow up. I finally complete my mission and we can eat lunch, but I am still afraid of microwaves, we move on to do Namjoon next, because he may say he has no fear but he does. We go to an amusement park and we all get on a zero gravity ride, I see Namjoon not enjoying this idea.

"I don't mind rides, they are actually fun, it's something about not being able to control my body or being able to move, that I am afraid of." He tells us and we nod sympathetically, because we are all afraid of something. We get on the ride and everything goes good.

"Did you like it hyung?" I ask Namjoon once we are off the ride and he takes a minute to catch his breath and he shakes his head.

"Not a big fan." Namjoon tells us. Sticking to the theme park we go towards the tallest ride, Hoseok heights.

"No, no, no I can't do it, I am sorry." Hoseok pleads and we feel bad, and we see him get quiet as we get in line. We finally make it on the ride and Taehyung is next to Hoseok and is comforting him. The ride goes quickly and we are walking down the exit ramp.

"Never again." Hoseok says, and then turns to Yoongi.

"Can we go home hyung?" Hoseok asks Yoongi and Yoongi just shakes his head as we make our way around the park to the butterfly pavilion. Jimin sees the butterflies on the sign and goes pale.

"Please guys you can't make me do this." He begs and we all feel bad as little tears roll down his face. Yoongi and Hoseok walk him through the enclosed pavilion and he actually does pretty well. We head to a different place to knock out two of the fears at once.

Jimin's POV

I am not enjoying today, none of us really are. We are trying to "overcome" our fears, but I don't think any of us have successfully, and now I feel bad for Hoseok because he went on a roller coaster today and now to confront Taehyung and Jin's fears we are going to a place that has all different types of bugs, and bees and Hoseok is afraid of bugs to. As we are walking around the bug museum I hear Jin making some weird noises and we all know that Yoongi's fear is next and he has three main fears, Fireworks or loud noise, Tight spaces, and Large crowds. As we continue to walk around I see it starting to get dark outside and we are called out into the parking lot. As we are standing there I don't see Jungkook and then without warning there is a loud bang with this annoying shrill to follow. The initial noise made us all jump and turn around and realize that the parking lot was empty and Jungkook had lit a firework off. We were all enjoying them and didn't notice that Yoongi was struggling. I was watching when I heard heavy breathing and just as I turn to see who it is, Yoongi collapses to the ground. I run to him realizing I am the only one who noticed.

"Hyung!" I yell and everyone turns to me and sees me cradling an unconscious Yoongi's head in my lap. Jin comes running over and sits next to us.

"What happened?" He asks me and I shrug at this point we had all forgotten about his fears. Jin starts to feel for a pulse and a fever and when we realize his pulse is sky high and that he doesn't have a fever, we get more confused. "Bring me a water bottle and a rag place?" Jin says and Hoseok runs into the building to get the items requested. I am still holding Yoongi next to me and I notice his breathing is quick like somehow he is hyperventilating. I am still trying to figure out what happened to Yoongi so suddenly, when Hoseok comes running back. JIn puts a damp cloth on Yoongi's face in hopes of waking him. We sit there for 5 minutes realizing he isnt and Jungkook picks him up and we bring him home after an argument whether he should go to the hospital. I am sitting in silence in the car when finally it clicks in my head and it all makes sense.

"It's all our fault." I say quietly, breaking the silence in the car.

"What was that Jiminie?" Hoseok asks and I turn to him and can feel myself crying.

"It's all our fault, I say a little louder and everyone's attention is on me now. I feel my breathing catch in my throat and I start hyperventilating.

"Jiminie, baby I need you to breath." Hoseok tells me taking my hand and I try to calm myself. Once I am calm I try explaining again.

"Yoongi hyung is unconscious and it's our fault, we all faced fears today and the fireworks, that's Yoongi hyungs fear the loud noise and he was there and supportive for all if us and we got distracted, Yoongi hyung suffered alone and now he is unconscious and it is all our faults." I say not taking a breath in between and Hoseok looks at me.

"Baby I need you to breathe, you aren't any good to Yoongi hyung if you are unconscious as well." He tells me and I start trying to calm myself down.

Yoongi's POV

I start to come to and I notice I am laying on something soft, I look around and I see my room and next to me is a sleeping Jimin with tear stained cheeks. I reach up and rub the tear streaks with the back of my finger causing him to stir.

"Hyung your awkaw." He says and pulls me into a hug. "I was so worried and I am so sorry I wasn't there for you." He tells me and I laugh a little.

"It's alright Jiminie, I am okay." I tell him and I hear someone walk in the room, I turn to see Jin standing there with a bowl of water and a rag.

"Welcome back." He says with a smile and I smile back, I can feel that Jimin has fallen back asleep in my arms. "He was really worried about you, he thought we were going to lose you and he had a panic attack and he didn't want to leave your side." Jin tells me and I just rub Jimin's back and stroke his hair. "How are you feeling?" Jin asks and I laugh quietly.

"I am tired, but hungry, and thirsty, and also have a little bit of a headache, but otherwise fine." I answer and he nods.

"I will get you some food, water, and medicine, and then you can sleep, but if you start to feel unwell please tell me so we can take you to see a doctor." He tells me walking toward the door and I nod. I cuddle into Jimin after he leaves and I just hold him in my arms like he is a child, I feel bad for worrying him and then I stroke his hair again and start whispering to him.

"I am okay Jiminie, You will be okay too and I am sorry for scaring you baby." I realized then that even though he isn't the youngest, Jimin is the smallest and also the most protective and emotional. I can't help but to smile as he reminds me so much of a child, but also the pride I feel knowing he has grown up a ton since we first met.