BTS Sickfics

45. BTS: What Do We Do Now? Part 3

Namjoon's POV

I am starting to feel the effects of being a leader, none of us are doing well with the fact that we really haven't gotten to see Taehyung and now Hoseok is in the hospital due to his body shutting down. I have been told by the nurse that Taehyung is coming into a regular room today and that we can visit him more, and I am excited for that cause I think that will be good for all of us. I am currently sitting in Yoongi and Hoseok's room waiting for the nurse to come and get me to see Taehyung. I am pulled from my thoughts about the accident by the nurse touching my shoulder.

"Kim Taehyung is in a room now if you would like to see him, but I must warn you that when he came to, he was a little confused so please try to not overwhelm him." I am told and I nod following the nurse a couple doors down to Taehyung's room. I can't help but to smile when the door is opened and I see Taehyung awake and trying to talk with the doctor, I walk over to the bed and smile at him.

"Hey baby, how are you feeling?" I ask and Taehyung's face scrunches up.

"Who are you?" He asks me and I am a little taken aback.

"It's me Namjoon hyung, we have been waiting to visit you, Jimin and Jungkook miss you." I tell him and he looks more confused.

"I am not sure what you are talking about." Taehyung tells me and I turn to look at the doctor. I see the doctor sigh and he pulls me to the corner of the room.

"It seems that because of the head injury, when he woke up he has a case of amnesia and it's hard to say if or when it will go away, but try to not stress him out or pressure him, that's not good for him." The doctor explains and I nod my head silently, still stuck on the "if" part of what I was just told. I walk back over to the bed and sigh.

"Get some rest Tae, I know you don't remember me but I will be back soon, I have to tell everyone what the doctors have found." I tell him and he gives me a sad look and I smile a little and walk out of the room and down the hall to Yoongi and Hoseok's room again and Jin and Jungkook are sitting there now and they don't look good.

"Joonie are you alright? You are really pale and have been gone a little while." Jin asks standing up walking towards me and at this point Yoongi and Hoseok are awake and everyone is staring at me. I start to back away, as I feel the tears in my eyes.

"Joonie?" Yoongi says and the tears start to fall and I crumble to the floor crying, Jin runs up and pulls me into him, shushing and rocking me. I see the look of fear on the others' faces as I start to struggle to breath from crying so hard.

"He doesn't remember me and he might never remember me." Is the only words I get out before everything starts going black and I hear my name being called.

Jin's POV

I am sitting on the floor, holding a passed out Namjoon in my arms and everyone is just staring at me.

"Jungkook go get a nurse or a doctor, anyone that can help." I tell him and he just there and continues to stare. "Jungkook" I say in a louder voice causing them all to jump and Jungkook to get up and run out of the room. "Where was he and who was he talking about?" I ask and look at Yoongi and Hoseok.

"I don't know hyung, he was here when I fell asleep and when I woke up he was gone." Yoongi tells me and Hoseok doesn't look any better than he has. Why is this happening to us? Just as I was trying to adjust, a nurse and Jungkook come back into the room.

"Oh no this is what I was afraid of." The nurse says and tells Jungkook to pick Namjoon up with my help and put him on the little pull out couch in the corner. As she walks over with a wet washcloth, I turn to her.

"Um, I am sorry, but we are a little confused, do you know why this happened?" I ask and she sighs.

"I sent him to see your other friend Kim Taehyung, but we found out today when he woke up that due to the head injury he has a case of amnesia and your friend here must have not taken the news well." The nurse explains and as I go to say something, I hear a quiet voice from behind us.
"Tae doesn't remember us?" Jimin was the voice, he was just inside the door sitting in a wheelchair. I see the tears form in his eyes and I try to walk to him.

"Jimin, I am so sorry." I say as I get closer and he just shakes his head and turns the wheelchair around leaving in a harry.

"Jimin!" We all scream in sync. I turn to see Yoongi crying and Jungkook cuddled into Hoseok crying and Hoseok just kind of staring off. I can't believe this is happening.

"I am going to find Jimin." I tell them and Yoongi nods.

Jimin's POV

I can't be here, I need to get out. I can't believe that Taehyung doesn't remember us and that we are all going down hill. It seems that with one step closer to being back to normal we are pushed back 10 steps by something else. I can't handle it, it's too much and I don't know if we'll ever be normal again. I left so quickly with no actual destination in mind, but I just couldn't be there. I don't want any more bad news, I just want us all to get better. I find myself sitting outside in a garden area of the hospital and for one in the last week and a half, I feel myself actually breath and I let my mind forget everything that is going on, and it all just feels like a nightmare. The only problem is when I wake up that nightmare is our new reality. I let myself just slip into mindlessness, just for a minute so I can finally just breath. I am pulled from my thoughts by my name.

"Oh thank god, Jimin you scared us." Jin says and I turn to him and I feel the tears. He walks over and hugs me. " Oh Jiminie, let it out baby, it's okay to cry." He tells me and I sob into his shoulder, after a minute I pull my face away and look at him in the eyes.

"Hyung, why is this happening to us?" I ask and I see his eyes sadden and he sighs.

"I don't know baby, but I know that we will overcome it, as long as we stick by each other." He tells me and I cry a little harder.

"Is Joonie hyung alright?" I ask and he sighs.

"Yeah he will be alright, this has taken a toll on all of us, and he just happens to be the one who is trying to take it all on his shoulders. We all need to be with each other and make sure that we are taking care of ourselves and each other or this is going to be a never ending cycle of bad things." He tells me and I nod. "Why don't we head back inside and wait to hear more about Tae's condition." He tells me and I nod again and he stands up and starts pushing the wheelchair I am occupying towards the sliding doors.

"Hyung, do you think we will be normal again?" I ask and he sighs.

"Yeah, it's just going to take time, each other and hope." He tells me and I nod again. We get back to the room and I roll myself over to Yoongi's bed, Jin helps me onto the bed and I cuddle into Yoongi and he smiles at me. I turn my head to see Jungkook and Hoseok cuddled together and sleeping on Hoseok's bed, and in the corner Jin has lifted Namjoon's head and sat on the couch resting Namjoon's head in his lap. We are going to be okay, don't lose hope.