BTS Sickfics

39. Yoongi: I Would Do It Again...

Namjoon's POV

I am freaking out, I have no idea what to do. I have been getting these anonymous messages that say things like how much they hate BTS and that we should all just be gone and that they want to hurt one of us. I don't know what to do, I jump and flinch at every little movement or noise and I feel like all I can do anymore is look over my shoulder. But do I tell anyone my struggle, of course not, I am the leader and I need to be strong for the others and not put more pressure on their plate. I can't sleep anymore. I am worried that one day something will happen to one of us and it will be my fault. I should tell them right? But I can't, I can't do that to them, especially the maknaes. They will worry themselves sick and I am supposed to take care of them. I keep to myself, I have for weeks now and nothing has happened so I start to calm down a little. We are here enjoying the fansign and laughing and joking around and nothing seems to be on my moond, I have completely spaced any panic. We start signing albums and getting one on one time with fans and they are all so sweet, I have completely let loose now and I didnt realize just how wrong that move was going to be. I am enjoying talking to a fan and I turn my head slightly as I hear a little commotion to my left, which happens to be where Yoongi, Jimin, and Hoseok are sitting. I look to see a fan getting verbally aggressive towards Jimin.

"You don't belong in BTS, you aren't good enough." The "fan" tells Jimin, I can see Jimin trying to hold his composure but the tears are welling in his eyes. He has struggled the most out of all of us with his body image and as I look a little longer I see Yoongi's eyes flash anger at the hurtful words leaving this person's mouth aimed at our Jimin.

"You need to stop saying those things and leave." Yoongi says in a deep voice causing goosebumps to run all over my body, I have never seen Yoongi so angry. They didn't stop though, they kept insulting Jimin and he is now crying into Hoseok's shoulder and has the rest of the members rubbing his back telling him it's okay. The guy steps closer to the table, towards Jimin and is still saying hurtful things and the closer he gets the angrier I see Yoongi get until he goes walking around the table to confront this person and get security. Just as Yoongi gets to the front of the table, the guy lunges towards Yoongi and it seemed then that time had slowed down.

Yoongi turns to look at us with a pained expression and we look towards his stomach which had blood soaking his shirt and a knife sticking out of the wound.

"Yoongi!" I scream and go running towards him but he falls to the floor before I can reach him.

"Call an ambulance." I yell as I put pressure on the spot that he was stabbed and beg him to open his eyes.

Jimin's POV

I don't understand, we were having a good day and the fansign was almost over and suddenly this anti comes and starts saying hurtful things to me. I can feel Yoongi getting angry next to me but I didn't expect it to escalate to this. I had gotten comfort from the others as I cried about what was being said, I didn't see it happen. I heard Namjoon yelling Yoongi's name and I looked up and all I saw was blood. I started to panic causing me to cry again, Hoseok pulled me into him again trying to console me through his own tears. I heard Namjoon call for an ambulance and I just cried harder. Five minutes went by and we hear sirens outside, I look up and see two paramedics hooking Yoongi up to these machines and putting him on a gurney before they run out followed by Namjoon. I see two cops putting handcuffs in the guy and taking him away. I start to cry again as the security start ushering the rest of the fans out and the other boys are trying to get us all ready to head to the hospital. I haven't stopped crying by the time we reach the hospital and I am beating myself up for what happened. Maybe that guy was right, this wouldn't have happened if I was gone. We walk into the hospital and see Namjoon sitting on a plastic chair rocking himself as he cries into his hands. Immediately Jin and Jungkook run to him and start comforting him. I start crying again. I feel so guilty and I decide to do what I think is best even though it wont change what happened.

"I am so sorry guys, this is my fault, maybe that guy was right, if I wasn't here then Yoongi wouldn't be in this position and I am sorry." I tell them feeling the tears fall down my face and I look toward the floor. I feel everyone in the group hug me and start whispering that it's okay and it's not my fault and that they love me and Yoongi will be okay.

"Guys I need to tell you something..." Namjoon speaks up, catching our attention, but is interrupted by the doctor.

"Min Yoongi." the doctor calls and we all run towards him.

"Is he alright?" Jin asks and the doctor nods.

"It was touch and go for a while but he will be just fine, he is awake and in room 203 but he is on medicine and needs rest." The doctor tells and we all nod and thank him before speed walking down the hall.

Yoongi's POV

I wake up and feel pain, I try to shift myself around, but more pain. I feel confused at first but then the memories of the events that played out today wash over me and I remember everything. Just as I was about to try and sit up, the other boys come walking in.

"Oh hyung, I am so happy you are okay, I am so sorry this is all my fault." Jimin says as tears run down his face and he hugs me. I hug him back and shush him as he cries on my shoulder and play with his hair.

"It's okay Jimin, it wasn't your fault and I would do it again, that man had no right to say those things to you, and they aren't true so don't believe him and don't blame yourself for what happened." I tell him and he cries a little harder.

"Jimin we love you and you make BTS whole we wouldn't be BTS without all seven of us." Hoseok tells him and everyone starts comforting Jimin and telling me they are glad that I am alright, all except one. Namjoon walked in with the rest of them, but he sat down in a chair right away in the corner and he didn't say a word. I decide to get his attention and point it out to the others.

"Namjoon are you alright, you haven't said a word." I say and everyone turns to look at him and silence takes over the room.
"I uh, I have something to tell you guys." He tells us and we nod.

"Jimin this wasn't your fault and we do love and need you and if you want someone to blame, blame me. I have been getting these messages for weeks, saying negative things about us and how they wanted to hurt us, but I just assumed nothing would come of it and then everything today. And I am so sorry." He explains breaking down into tears by the end. I hold my arms in the air for him to come to me and he does, I pull him into a hug.

"This was no one's fault and we are all okay, so don't any of you blame yourselves." I tell them looking at each of them individually, and they nod. "We are all okay, and we are BTS." I say and they all laugh and we start talking about what's next after I recover.