BTS Sickfics

46. BTS: What Do We Do Now? Part 4

Namjoon's POV

I finally wake up and all I can remember is this horrible nightmare I had.

"Hey Joonie, it's good to see you awake." Yoongi whispers from his bed where he cuddles a sleeping Jimin.

"Yeah I had a really bad dream, and it would have killed you guys if it had come true." I tell him and I see his face contort in ways I didn't know possible.

"What was your bad dream about?" Yoongi asks and I sigh.

"I had a dream that Tae doesn't remember us and that there is nothing we can do, but the kicker is that the doctors told me that he may never remember." I explain with a small laugh, but I don't hear Yoongi returning the small laugh, instead when I look up I see tears running down his face.

"What's the matter hyung?" I ask and he breaks into silent sobs. I get up and walk over to his bed and put a hand on his shoulder. "Hyung?" I say again and he looks at me.

"Joonie, that wasn't a nightmare, Tae doesn't have any idea who we are and that lead you to passing out and Jimin to run away, Jungkook broke down Jin and Hoseok cried themselves to sleep and I was just here, I didn't know what to think or feel and I just hate this, why aren't we getting better, when will we get to go back to our lives?" He rants and I hear him start to struggle to breath throughout the entire rant. Then he starts whispering to himself and hyperventilating. I hit the nurse button on the little remote on the bed and a nurse runs in and sees Yoongi struggling to breath and puts an oxygen mask over his face and gives him a shot of some medicine that sends him back to sleep right away. I am now sitting in silence, thinking about if this is the end for BTS and what decisions I am going to have to make as a leader. I was about to go get coffee when Taehyung gets pushed into the room in a wheelchair by a nurse and I look at her confused.

"Is he alright?" I ask her and she sighs.

"He doesn't remember anything, well one thing, someone's name and he keeps saying it over and over again." She tells me and I look confused.

"Whose name?" I question in excitement, thinking this might be a first step.

"Jiminie. That's all he has been repeating for the last hour." She tells me and looks up and sees the excitement on my face. "Do you know who that is?" She asks and I nod. I walk over to Yoongi's bed where Jimin is sleeping and I shake him awake.

Jimin's POV

I am woken up by Namjoon shaking me and I turn to see Taehyung sitting in a wheelchair in the middle of the room with a nurse behind him. Namjoon helps me into my wheelchair and I roll myself in front of Taehyung, who is just kinda starring.

"Are you Jiminie?" She asks and I nod confused.

"Yeah that's what my group calls me, where did you hear that?" I ask and she points down to Taehyung.

"He has repeated that for the last hour." She tells me and I can't help but show my excitement. I try to roll myself closer, leaving no room between us.

"Tae? Baby can you hear me?" I ask and he makes eye contact with me.

"Jiminie?" He asks and I can't help the tears from falling and I see him start to tear up.

"That's a good sign, I will leave him with you, but don't overdo it, we don't want him to get hurt." The nurse tells us and I nod as she leaves.

"Tae, what do you remember?" I ask quietly so I don't scare him. He continues to look at me.

"Jiminie." He says again and I smile through the tears. I look over to Namjoon.

"Hey hyung, could you do something for me?" I ask him and he walks over to me.

"Sure Jiminie, what do you need?" He questions.

"Can you go back to the door and get everything, pictures of us, his family, his favorite blanket, maybe gifts we have given him. Everything, so we can try and slowly help him remember?" I ask and he nods before leaving the room. I turn back to Taehyung.

"Namjoon hyung is going to help us, I am going to wake the others." I tell him and roll myself over to Jin, shaking him awake.

"What's the matter Jiminie?" He asks as I startle him awake.

"The nurse brought Tae in and he remembers my name so she told us to talk to him and Namjoon when to get some of his things to help him remember, but we have to do it slowly, so can you wake the others up and tell them to try to not overwhelm Tae please?" I explain and he smiles and nods before getting up and walking over to Hoseok's bed, where he and Jungkook rest. I roll myself back over to Taehyung and wait to hear everyone speak and then Namjoon gets back. We showed him pictures and said our names and little by little he started to slowly remember, he may not remember every little detail, but at least he knows us.

Taehyung's POV

It has been a month since that day in the hospital room where the other boys were helping me to remember, and I have gotten so much better. My physical injuries are still bum, but my brain is starting to kick back into gear. About a week and a half after that day in the hospital all of us were released to come home, and all though some of us had physical injuries, being home was the best for all of us. Once we came home little by little everything started to come back and there are only a few things now that I don't remember. I am really worried about Jin though he doesn't seem like himself, so I plan on talking to him.

"Hey Jin hyung, can we go talk in my room?" I ask and he nods as we head up to my room.

"Whats up Tae, are you in pain?" He asks quickly and I shake my head.

"No, I wanted to talk to you. You seem off, are you okay?" I ask and he nods with a weak smile.

"That face tells me that you aren't what's going on?" I ask and he sighs.

"I feel guilty, I was driving, I was the one who caused everyone to get hurt, I made everyone suffer, I made you lose you memories, and I am the hyung I am supposed to protect you guys but I didn't." He explains as tears start cascading down his face. I pull him into a hug and shush him.

"Hyung it was an accident, and it wasn't anyone's fault, and we are all okay, it made us stronger and don't blame yourself, it isn't just your job to protect us." I explain and I pull out my phone messaging our group chat to tell everyone what's going on. After the message sends one by one they come into my room to help console our distraught hyung and he apologizes to them and they shush him as well and we just sit with each other until Jungkook speaks up.

"We are all okay and we made it through something horrible, so what do we do now?" He asks and I smile at them.

"We are BTS, we do what we do best, we perform, and we go back to ARMY and we be the best we can be, all while loving ourselves, it was a bumpy road for all of us, but we have each other, that's all that matters." I explain and Namjoon smiles.

"1, 2, 3" Namjoon counts and we all smile knowingly.

"We are BTS!" We all say and then just sit with each other.