Can you keep a secret? (Justin Fanfic)

Chapter Thirty-Two. Here it is.

Jessicahs P.O.V

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"OH MY GOD!" I screamed, flinging my head back against the soft cushioning of the bed, my contractions were kicking in every half an hour indicating the baby was on its way. If Justin Didn't get here soon I would personally get up and drag him him!

"Deep Breaths.." The doctor mumbled quietly, not making eye contact with me as she hooked me up to a machine.

"W-What are you doing

?" I stuttered and winced as she stuck a needle into my left arm.

"You'll lose a lot of fluid" she said, her eyes never meeting mine "We'll pump it back into you quick smart!"

I shut my eyes tightly and layed my head back as the doors of the birthing unit flung open, making everyone jump. A very worried Justin came running in, his face all read and sweaty as he had probably run up all the flights of stairs to get here. His eyes shot in the direction of me and he ran towards where I was laying.

"Sir you can't be in h-"

"He's fine..!" I interrupted the nurse as she tried to move him out of the room.

"Are you okay..?" He said pushing some hair back behind my ear, my face was already covered in sweat and I was breathing heavily, I shook my head slowly, shutting my eyes and swallowing hard.

"Just breathe okay? In and out.." He began breathing deeply to show me how to do it, he took my hand from the side of the bed.

"Deep breaths.." he said once more. I mimicked his breathing pattern until another contraction kicked in.

"JUSTIN!" I screamed, squeezing onto his hand tightly, making him wince and hearing his joints crack from the pressure.

"Shh shh shh.. breath.. breath.." He mumbled in almost a whisper as he kissed my forehead.

"Don't tell me to Sh!" I yelled at Justin. I didn't mean to be rude but you just can't tell a women giving birth to be quiet!

"Your contractions are only 10 minutes apart" The nurse said with a smile along her lips.

"So?! Just get it out!" I screamed in frustrations as I let go of Justin's hand slightly.

"In 5 minutes you'll be able to push!" She walked over and pulled out a fresh pair of gloves.

"Oh god. Oh god. Oh god.." I whispered to myself over and over, closing my eyes,

"Hey, look at me.." Justin said kissing my shoulder, I turned my head to face him.

"While you push-" Justin started but I cut him off with a loud scream.

"STOP!" I yelled, looking down at my stomach, indicating that I was talking to the baby causing me this much pain.

"Do you think you'll be able to push now?" The nurse asked making her way over to in between my knees.

I nodded quickly and let out large breath. I couldn't believe I was actually doing this! Stupid Justin meeting me at that stupid abortion clinic! Why did he have to convince me that this was better?!

"While you push.." Justin continued "keep your eyes on mine" I shut my eyes tightly as I prepared to push but Justin placed his hand on my face.

"Eyes. On. Me." He repeated. I nodded slowly and turned my head onto the side, my eyes locked onto his. I just wish he could feel what I was going through... standing there telling me to breathe and push doesn't really help!

I heard a noise and Justin must have heard it to as it made him jump. He groaned in an annoyed tone and took his phone from his pocket.

"Don't you dare answer that Justin!" I yelled but it was too late as he already had it pressed against his ear.