Slowly Tearing Myself Apart
"....a fragile state of mind, that I can't quite survive. Without a doubt I need your help...."
These words are what make my life, I can't describe how I feel in a way that will make you understand the fragile side I don't wanna be
The way I am is all my fault, but I can't seem to make it stop
Everything you've ever said about me is probably right, but now you've gone and now I am, once again, all alone.
The world I knew is slowly fading away, leaving behind nothing but these extra dark cravings that will never go away....
The way I feel is sort of foreign and brand new, leaving a trail of nothing that isn't broken
I've tried to stay that happy girl, but she has died and gone, gone away
"....you're the one that makes believe, that we're all okay, we're doing fine, when we're both fighting just to stay, stay alive...."
A fragile state of mind that kills me slowly, I almost wish to drown the noise in the silence of forever....almost
Perhaps now, you'll finally see, that the way I feel is what you forced into me
Not everything can be as clear as glass, it's almost like a murky blast
Sending waves of pain and blurriness through my constricting heart....But maybe then you'll finally see, that the way I am is slowly changing
The way I am is all my fault, but I can't seem to make it stop....
I am in a fragile state of mind that kills me slowly, I wish the noise would fade....but in a way, the voices are comforting
They take away the pain you left behind, they numb the broken heart you left within my bosom....I trusted you with my love and affection, but instead of guarding it....
You broke it apart.
Now if only you could see how much you mean to me, you'd be begging on the floor, down on your knees....of course I'd take you back, but who knows when I'll feel whole again
Alas we'll never know, as you've gone and swore to never return, leaving me here alone and surrounded by darkness....
The remainder of my body will slowly tear itself apart, deep and to the bone, all the way from the inside and out.
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Poems
PoetryThese are just a select few poems that I've written, mostly about how I was feeling at the time....pweeze don't judge, I'm not very good at writing poetry.
