insecure || Changlix

two

Felix stood in front of the said classroom and slowly opened the door, peaking into the room first before opening the door fully.

While nervously stepping into the room, his eyes on the floor, he still held onto the doorknob. Firstly to relieve his nervousness a bit and secondly to run away in the case that he would embarrass himself that much in the first seconds that there was no way he would step into the room ever again.

The chance of the last one to happen very high.

As he eventually stepped into the class, he would already feel all the attention shifted to him, making his cheeks and entire body heat up, as he hated it to be the focus.

" You must be a new student right?" a male voice broke the silence , turning out as the teacher standing behind his desk and now stepping forward to greet the boy, which seemed to be clued onto the position he was standing at.

"Y-Yes." Felix stuttered, almost not understandable. 

"Then please, would you introduce yourself to the class and then you can find yourself a seat"

Felix mentally sighed and closed the door while facing his body towards the classroom and hiding his shaky and sweaty hands behind his back.

He slowly raised his head and bit his lip because of all the eyes clued to him.
The boy didn't bother looking at anyone in particular he just tried to get this as fast over as possible.

"I'm Lee F-Felix, 17 years old. I j-just moved h-here from Australia. P-please t-take care of me"

The words leaving his mouth were almost not understandable, considering his high pitched and slightly trembling voice. The only thing he could feel was the adrenaline rushing trough his blood and the uncomfortable feeling of not knowing what everyone would thinking about him right now.

After he said this he adverted his eyes hastily in the classroom, trying to find a free seat. Luckily he spotted an empty seat in the back row near the window and sat himself down, after placing his backpack beside his table.

Just feeling happy that no one made a witty remark on the way the dresses up or his pathetic appearance, which he appreciated.

But he of course knew that no one would dare to make any comments while the teacher was in the classroom, but when he would leave it was definitely possible that such things would happen.

But for the moment he felt somehow safe.

The class dragged on and on and the Australian began taking notes as well as he could. But of course still didn't understand every word in korean, which resulted in his notes being rather unhelpful.

So he decided on just pretending to take notes while looking a bit trough the classroom, taking a closer look on his classmates.

He noticed some girls in the front rows whispering to each other and giggling from time to time about things they told each other, almost like ducks.

The most of the students seemed either bored or highly concentrated. Nothing really special, but the fact that Felix couldn't tell if they were rather minding their own business at all or secretly enjoyed bullying others to make their own pity selfs feel better, made him uncomfortable.

It wasn't completely quiet in the room, so he could get some glimpses of words floating around the room from some people but it didn't made much sense.

On the other side of the classroom, were sitting two boys comfortable in their seats. Both clearly paying no attention to the teacher in the front. The one with light brown hair played on his phone.