insecure || Changlix

seven

Felix left a big sight out, while staring at the [empty fridge. He closed it and then opened it again in the hope that something would suddenly appear in there. But of course it stayed empty.

When he frustrated turned around , the older boy was met with two big, dark innocent eyes of his second and way younger sister. Melissa.

She just got into the first year of elementary school and was with her 7 years, practically still a baby to her older , caring brother. The girl had some pink sticky substance all over her face , probably strawberry yogurt, and just stared up at his bother with a wide smile.

"What happened to you my angel?" Felix quickly went to the sink to get some wet paper towels and crouched down till he met the youngers level  and wiped her clean.

"You don't have to do this." she stared at him now even happier, her eyes lightened up more and more everytime she spoke. "Mom told me today that I'm now a big girl."

Felix' heart skipped some beats at the sight of his adorable sister in front of him. He really loved and cared for both of his sisters, Melissa and Sarah a lot. Or not to say even the most. They and especially Melissa, were so precious and he wanted to hold her in his arms everyday to prevent her from growing up and having to experience bad things that will lead to hurt her.

"Yes, I'm also very proud of you, my little angel." he planted a soft kiss on her forehead, making the younger giggle even more. Her full attention was drawn to his brother but then he heard the front doors swinging open and she directly ran away. "Mommyyyy~"

With that he made his way out of the small kitchen, which also was the dinner room and climbed the stairs into his room. A smile still playing around his lips, since his sister always made him smile.

It was actually Saturday evening and he didn't had much to do, so he decided to take a shower and then call his friends.

He had already talked with them the day before over text, when he shortly explained them what happened after they left the art class.
Jisung was almost panicking of course but also tried to calm Felix down by telling him that all rumors about Changbin may be false by a really high percentage. Seungmin on the other hand joked around and told him to make sure to not get killed within his first month on high school.

This remark was kinda ironically since he was basically paired up with Changbins best friend. Even though the latter seemed much more friendlier than his friend, he could never be too sure. ~

So Felix just entered his room,  smelling good like green apple and feeling fresh again. He let himself fall down on his bed, but before he could even think about his plan calling his friends, his phone rang. After revealing Seungmin as the caller ID, he picked up very fast.

"Hey Seungmin! I was actually just about to call you." he stated happily.

"Oh really? But I have much more interesting news for sure than you "

"Which kind of news?"

"Hm...." there was a short pause on the other end, making it sound like he had to seriously think about an answer. Which he clearly didn't. "We're all going on our first High School Party today."

The boy on the other side of the phone sounded all excited and happy to deliver the 'great' news, but the other nearly just choked on air.

There was no way, that he, Felix Lee would ever go to a party. There was just no f*cking way. It would be impossible for him to actually survive this. All these people standing close by close would make him feel like he was an animal captured in an extremely small cage. The music would make his ears burst and all the drunken and insane humans being would give him the rest. And this wouldn't happen.