insecure || Changlix

eight

Felix was currently making his way up the stairs, after rushing in the apartment, not paying much attention to the people in there.

Normally he would have shaken in fear to even come close this near to such a crowd of people, but since it was night he always felt a bit adrenaline rushing trough his veins. The other point was that he was just looking for his friend and that was all that counted.

The student  that were mostly lieng on the floor   or basically clinging at each other were even in the state to really judge or recognize Felix anyways, so it made it all a bit easier for him.

The music was getting comfortable more quiet, once he reached the second floor. Felix just stood there and scanned the place with his eyes to hopefully find his best friend somewhere between all the people sitting mostly in some corners or on sofas or in separated rooms. But he couldn't notice one familiar face.
He made his way through the dark hallway and opened some random doors to hopefully find his best friend there.
But unfortunately he just mostly scared some strangers during their make out sessions and quickly shut the doors in disgust.

The hallway got slowly to an end and Felix just stood in front of two yet unopened doors. One right, one left. It was his last chance, so he shut his eyes close and went first for the left one. When he couldn't make out some suspicious noice, he opened his eyes and found himself into the bathroom. Expect for one girl with long hairs and hotpants, who was leaning other the toilet, there were no people left.
So he quickly exited and went for the last remaining day. He pushed the right one open and opened his eyes once again after he was met with silence like before.

Not for long though. Shortly after he opened the door, he felt a vibration in his pocket and shoved his phone out of it.

•••

Sungie🍰

I found him
THANKFULLY 🙏
And he's doing fine, just talking
totally trash
We're gonna meet
at my car in not later than
10 minutes

•••

Felix let out a long breath out, he didn't know he was holding while opening the chat. He put his phone back and comforted himself on the doorframe. He was just so thankful that Seungmin was okay and nothing dumb happened to him. Well, nothing dumb besides the alcohol.

The dark haired Australian just noticed once again how exhausted and sleepy he felt. His eyes falling shut every few seconds.
That was when his eyes fell back into the room he opened not long ago. Since it was so dark he couldn't see much, just fainted silhouettes of furniture.
When he recognized one of the shapes as a bed, he walked into there and let himself fall on it gratefully. When he should be back in 10 minutes, he could for sure lie down a few minutes. He really needed that right now.

He then closed his eyes and tried to just think about nothing to relax for a bit. The dark around him comforted him somehow very well.  He didn't know if there was just something about darkness that kind of soothed him or if he was just so tired that we was beginning to think such nonsense.

When he eventually allowed his arms to fall stretched onto each side of him, he suddenly flinched back, because one of his arms hit something. He opened his eyes  very wide in the pitched black room to distinguish the something beside him and could recognize something from the spare moonlight falling through the jalousie slightly.

It was a body, most likely a sleeping body of a random person. Normally this words should have set on an alert in Felix' mind but since he was so tired, he didn't react that extremely.
He only shuffled further away from the body and was about to stand up when he suddenly felt himself pulled back from two strong arms into a backhug. The sleeping or awaken person , Felix couldn't even tell, pressed the latter the most closely like possibly to his body. He even leaned his face close onto the back of Felix' neck and tickled it with his hot and steady breathes. And added to this began to big spoon the boy, while putting one leg over his torso.

All this together caused Felix to shiver at the whole action. He really didn't know how to feel at all. He really hated skinship, and the fact that he couldn't even move out of the harsh grip made him anxious. He didn't even proceed to reach with his hands into his pocket and eventually call his friend for help. He was also starting to fill more anxious, being embraced by an stranger. What if the person would wake up? He was drunk for sure and what if he would punch him or would do any else that would warm him? He should've just stayed at home in first place.

But on the other side he somehow felt safe and rescued by the others touch. The other wasn't hurting him, just pulling him close to himself.
So close that he could feel the others body warmth prominently against almost very inch of his body . He hated skinship but at times he really craved it with his whole heart. Felix didn't  even remember how it exactly happened but he somehow happened to close his eyes some minutes later out of exhaustion and because of the warm touch of the other. He fell asleep.

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Some rays of the soft morning sun let warm, nice light onto Felix cheeks and eyes, waking him lightly up. He proceeded to open his eyes and directly panicked two times. The first time he flinched because of the unfamiliar surroundings. He couldn't remember at first how he even got there and everything in the room what he could see from his position so far, seemed so much more different now that the room was lit with sunlight.

The second time he flinched was when he opened his eyes wider, just to see two closed pairs of eyes peacefully across of his own. And how close their faces were lieng next two each other made him blush once again. The other male had still slung his arms firmly around Felix waist and one leg over his lower torso and legs. He didn't even seem the slightest to losen his grib just a bit.

Felix began to question how he even got himself into this situation but then he reminded himself that it was in fact the fault of the other male. He remembered how he pulled himself into the bed when Felix tried to run away.

So he just laid there again for some minutes, trying to sleep again but once he was awaken he just couldn't. And this was then it hit him again. But this time his reaction was even more priceless.

Felix got bored and began to study the ethereal features of the other. The way his bangs fell over his forehead, how beautiful curved his eyelashes were and how plump and full his lips looked. That continued until he noticed the prominent sharp jawline of the male and when he put all features together he slightly screamed in surprise.

He was lieng on someone's bed in a strange house all cuddled up with a stranger, and this stranger was no one else than Seo Changbin.

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note: So I decided to leave it here for the first 💙 I need some little cliffhangers or it's all boring :(

But I've prewritten till Chapter 18 currently yaay

Also; This is the cutest shit I've seen so far 🥺
My dear heart, why didn't I know that exits?

Their  faces 🥺