insecure || Changlix

three

"Why did you even come here to Korea? Honestly I would have stayed in Australia if I where you." one of Felix 'friends' stated while the three of them were seated on a table in the corner of the cafeteria, having lunch.

The eyes of the Australian got a bit skeptical and made him look like he was terrified. He couldn't help it, but while hearing this words, he instantly felt unwanted, making his heart drop a little.

He nervously grabbed a carrot and began munching on it's end while trying to process how the boy in front of him could feel about him.

The latter didn't notice any change in behavior of the other, believing he was just nervous because it was his first day, which actually would have made sense and wasn't completely false.

"Watch your mouth, that sounded so rude, Seungmo~" Jisung bumped his friends shoulder while rolling his eyes. Leaving a confused looking Seungmin.

He looked up between an still anxious, carrot biting, Felix and the angry' orange haired guy.

He didn't seem to catch on. Maybe Felix should begin to... trust people more... he concluded.
Both boys seemed to be genuine and even made the effort to build up a conversation, while seeming honestly interested.

All this signs finally convinced Felix and his body relaxed a bit, while lying the carrot down, but still staring on his tray and anxiously fiddling on the hem of his sleeves under the table.

"It's because of my parents job" he shortly stated. "My father got an very good job offer in Seoul and since my parents are both Koreans anyways they didn't had to thought long about moving"

"But if your parents are both korean, why were you even living in Australia?" the orange haired boy questioned interested, resting his head on his arm.

"No special reason, I believe", he shrugged his shoulder.
He didn't even really know it if he was honest. It was just natural for him living in Australia, growing up there that he never really questioned or asked about the reason.

"So, have you been to Korea before?", now it was Seungmin asking again.

"No."

"And do you like it here so far?", Jisung's turn.

"I don't know."

"Okay and-" Jisung was about to start again but realizing fast that the other didn't really seem eager to have a proper conversation.

Mostly staring nervously on his tray and just answering in rather short phrases.

So Jisung decided to not push the other in talking, he really seemed nice and somehow sweet but maybe he just need some time to grow warm with the two other.

———

The first school day ended rather fast and Felix was honestly relieved.

Of course because school ended and he could go home but also because he was relieved to not be already targeted at the first day.

He prepared himself for the worst, but besides the grumpy lady at the counter, people didn't make any notice from Felix on the first day.

Well besides of Jisung and Seungmin, who he eventually was still akward with. He just wasn't good with social contacts, he never had been.

So if he had ever had the chance to be friends with someone or hang out who actually really liked the cute little boy, Felix managed everytime to turn the other uninterested.