insecure || Changlix

nine

He was lieng on someone's bed in a strange house all cuddled up with a stranger, and this stranger was no one else than Seo Changbin.
Felix first intention was to just get away from this person, that was confusing him so much just two days again in school. So he tried to break away from his touch with all force but that just woke the other male up.

He didn't even realized what was going on and identified Felix as an intruder, as his eyes fluttered open and in a matter of seconds he straddled the others waist and pushed both of his arms hard into the mattress.

They met eyes. Changbins in full of confusion and Felix' filled with pure horror.
'That's it, I'm dead' he thought to himself while staring at Changbin with wide eyes.
The latter was actually the first one to catch up to the situation and losend the grip on the others arms a little when he identified him as  Lee Felix. The Lee Felix he had played around with a little earlier the week. But now the boy was laying under him, trembling in fear.
And he had one burning question.

" What the hell are you doing in my bedroom?"
Felix eyes widened at the others words. He tried to avoid his eyes the best but it was almost impossible. He wouldn't have thought that Changbin was on of the hosts of the party last night.

"That's your room?"
Changbin looked at him as if he was out of his mind. "Isn't that obvious now? How and when did you even get there?"

His voice was familiar dark and threatening.
Felix couldn't think clear at the others touch.
At first because the way he was sitting on his waist and forcefully grabbing his arms, made him unable to breathe. Secondly because he remembered now how he comfortable fell asleep the last night in his arms and it made him blush like crazy.

"I-" Felix stuttered way to familiar "Don't you remember anything or were you a-asleep or too d-drunk?"
his voice was shaking.

This made Changbin even more confused but he also realized his position once again. Now it was his time to blush, as his face was way too near to Felix' cute little one and he was literally sitting on him. He got off him silently and sat himself on the bed, Felix beside him. But he was still grabbing on the others arm harshly, to prevent him from running away. He wanted answers and was just confused all in all, because the last thing in his mind was that the party was getting too loud and he just went back into his room. There he eventually fell asleep very naturally and now he's sitting with a boy in his bed.

When he remembered that there was a party in their shared apartment yesterday, he also thought of alcohol.... Was that the reason to why he....

"You asked if I didn't remember. And no, I don't. ", Changbin stated and then he looked nervously between Felix ,himself and his bed back and furth. The others face showed confusion.
"Did we-?"
It took a moment for Felix to realize what the other meant and his face flushed deep red again. He starred at the bedsheets.

"Wh-. N-No. Oh god no. We just-. I mean you-.", Felix suddenly didn't know how to form his words. It was for sure the most awkward and most uncomfortable moment in his life and he wanted to disappear so bad.

"Can't you just put one normal goddamn sentence together?" the shorter snapped impatiently.

"I-I. Could you maybe let go of my arm?", Felix asked, voice small. He was afraid that this would be considered as talking back to the other he was careful.

Changbin released the pressure on the others arm slowly but keeping it right beside him on the bed.

"So, I went into this room yesterday because I was tired.", Felix started off and Changbin raised an eyebrow at him.