The Foreign Alpha

We depart to war

Sky promised me never put me in a situation where I would be uncomfortable again and what she did even when she had the best intentions was not alright at all, so after the bitter moment we move on and spend the time talking about the baby, it's a boy by the way.

"So, what Sebastian thinks?, if I'm not wrong, he wanted a girl, right?", I asked and she laughed.

"He is really happy, he said didn't care if was a boy or girl as long was ok, I'm so in love with him", she sighed in love.

"Awww", I exclaimed while wiping a fake tear and Sky throw a pillow at me, "names?", I yelled to distract her.

"None, Sebastian suggested Benjamin, is cute but I'm not sure yet", she replied eating a bar of chocolate.

"Sounds nice, and you can adapt it to your mood", I replied and she laded her head and frowned, "you know, like... Benji when you are calling him for regular things like dinner or homework... Ben for when he is older, and Benjamin!!! When he is on troubles", I explained changing my tone of voice and Sky laughed hard at my interpretation of her calling those names.

"Now I'm sure, Benjamin Allen", she voice it like she was reading the name on a theater marquee, "has a nice ring, isn't it?".

"Of course it has", I agreed.

My mom got in the room, and I know I have no escape now, and with her starting the interrogation, Sky will follow up.

"Hello mother", I salute her.

"Hi baby, I know you don't want this, but, we need to talk about it", she when straight to the point and I let myself drop to the bed putting a pillow in my face.

"The eclipse is in two months and the elders said you can't handle the pain, you can die", she told me what I know, but is worse because she sounds broken and that kills me.

"I know mom, I was there when they said that", I replied frustrated, "I know all of you are a concern, but the elder said 'I can', as a possibility, is not for sure".

"I'm not going to take the chance Avery,  or do you want to die?", She asked even more concerned.

"Mom, chill please, hear yourself", I responded and is a miracle Sky hasn't started yet.

"Chill? Really Avery Mackenzie Franco!", She yelled and started to cry.

"Ok sorry mom, I'm so sorry", I apologized and hurry to her to hold her, "Mom, I'm really not doing this to hurt anyone, I just... I love them both and sounds stupid, but it is, Derick with everything wrong thing he did, he still proved himself to me on multiple occasions...", I explained and wiped my tears.

"Noah... Noah is amazing, is too perfect to be true, I don't know his bad side yet, I still don't know him enough, and is scary", I sighed.

"I know, must be hard but you should be able to feel without who you can't live with", Sky finally spoke, "the one that with the single thought of losing, can crush you".

"I don't want to lose either-or, and I don't want to hurt them", I confessed, "Mom, you know how a rejection feels, I will never do that to someone and less if it's someone I love, I just can't", I replied.

"I don't want you to hurt anybody either, because I didn't raise you to be selfish but this time you must", my mom begged me and grabbed my chin, "you must think about what's best for you, your happiness, your well-being".

"I need to go training", I replied and stood up from bed.

"You're hurt, your father said you don't have to go to train today, that you can start Tuesday, because we'll leave tomorrow", my mom stated.