Yanındayım (1)

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Hello fam! I'm so sorry I didn't get to update in time, I've been a little bit busy, but here it is 💕Since I had to update today next chapter will have to be on Thursday 😅.
Next week I'm going back to mid terms (I have two weeks of midterms, on last week and the other one next week) so maybe I won't be able to give my 3 weekly updates, if that's the case I apologize beforehand 💕

Also I wanted to let you know how special each of your comments are to me, I write this story out of enjoyment but knowing you get to enjoy reading it as much as I enjoy writing it makes me really happy and encourages me a lot to keep doing it 💖

Tamam I'll leave you to enjoy you'r reading! And as always I can't wait to read your thoughts!!

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SELIN POV

It was dark when we finally arrived, the silver light of the moon reflecting in the pavement before us. It was already very late, there was no movement in the streets, no people walking no car passing by. Demir parked the car in front of his home and we both unbuckled our seat belts. It was time to part, but as we both knew it, neither of us wanted to... In the silence around us my gaze found his with a thousand questions in my head. Everything had changed in these two days, right?

These days had been so magical, so perfect, that I feared I had only dreamt them... I was afraid Demir wouldn't remember, or wouldn't want to remember them now that we were back to reality... and I was so afraid to ask. My hand traveled to the door handle, I didn't want to leave, but I was also so afraid to stay... when I opened the door, his own hand flew to mine stopping me.

"Dur" – Demi whispered, and I closed my eyes. A sighed escaped from lips before I turned to him with threat in my chest and sparks in my skin.

I didn't say anything while my eyes met his, and he didn't either. His eyes searched the wrist he was holding, and his finger softly began stroking the skin of my hand. It didn't matter how close we had been this weekend, my body still reacted to his touch like if it was the first time he had touched me at all... a thousand butterflies in my stomach and the very welcomed warmness that flowed through my veins.

Demir seemed thoughtful while he regarded our joined hands, and I only wanted him to look at me so I could figure out his feelings. His fingers tightened around my hand and slowly pulled it towards him... I watched his lips touch the tip of my knuckles and my heart skipped a beat before pounding desperately inside of me

"Gitme, benimle kal... at least a little longer" – He kissed my knuckles again and I shivered – "Let us talk for a while" – Goosebumps took over all my skin, his words and his lips numbed me...the only sense in life was to be with him, to stay with him. I nodded my head and he answered with one more kiss, butterflies moving around my stomach and my chest from it.

He let go of my hand tenderly and with one more shared look, we both got off the car. There were no words needed between us as I went to take Aslı from her car seat and he went for our luggage. Things were inexplicable familiar between us, there was such an easiness in the way we understood each other, a perfect match in our interactions, that it still took my breath away.

I softly carried Aslı in my arms, her head resting on my shoulder while I wrapped her legs around my waist. We went inside the house and I carried her up stairs towards her room with Demir following behind. He opened her sheets and I gently laid her on the bed, both of us tucking her in before kissing her goodnight.

When we closed her door silently, we finally found us alone. His hand was on the door handle still while my back was leaning on the wall behind me. It was very dark since we hadn't turn on any light, still I could see the shape of his features, we were so close that I could feel the warm breath coming out of his mouth. The darkness around gave us privacy even from our own eyes, so I felt more than saw the moment his hand lifted from the handle and found its way to my right cheek, its softness making me close my eyes.

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