Thoughts turned into Poetries

18. I'd Still Choose You Everyday

(Mar. 31, 2020)

Everyday I've been asking
Numerous questions of why and how
Why it's me you're loving?
How did we end up falling?
Why it's you?
How is it me?

I know you hate dramas
As much as I loved so,
I know you're not clingy,
No matter how much I wanted you to
I know I'm not your type
And I wanted to change that too

I know you hate me
Eversince you knew,
That I liked you since year three
of highschool which was no fun
If I haven't had a run
With you, it's true

I hate many things about you
And although you have a clue
You seem to have no care,
And that pisses me off too
At times you're so unfair,
Being sweet when you only want to

I hate when you pretend
Not to care, and sometimes offend
Me with words I cannot bear
But oftentimes it's a bait
So you could laugh at me cry
And say the words with letters of eight

I hate when you choose to be silent,
You always cover me with amusement
Wondering how you make my heart flutter
When my face is filled with anger
Wondering how your smile melts
My heart that's shaking like a roaring tiger

I hate how you know
What to do just so
You could keep me by your side
And I could have never denied
How I loved your ways
of keeping my heart sound and safe

I know you're not the best
And so am I not also like the rest
But this I confess,
That even tho I could not answer
Numerous questions of why and how,
Everyday I'd still choose you
I'd still choose you,
To be with you,
And to love you
Endlessly.