I Don't Believe In Love💔

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I woke up and got ready to go to Elizabeth's place.

My outfit:

I got to her place and saw the boys there. Was I surprised? No I know my friends, they invite boys everywhere.

M: don't you think that's a little too revealing?
A: Who's wearing it? Me or you? Me, so fuck off.
M: *smirks* I just think it's to revealing, if you don't want boys looking at you, you shouldn't wear things like that.
A: I think boys should just keep their dick in their pants, you should also just keep your opinion to yourself because they are irrelevant.

I said rolling my eyes at him. He laughed and looked at me in the eyes and bit his lip. I noticed his eyes were blue and that he had neck tattoos. I mean I've noticed them before but it made him look hot.

M: Let's go.
A: *scoffs* Where? I'm not going anywhere with you.
M: To my place, just to drink, Elizabeth's place is boring.
A: I'm not going with you.
M: Are you scared imma do something to you? Look I may be a fuck boy and everything but I'm not a rapist.
A: I'm not scared of you, I know how you defend myself.
M: okay then let's go.
A: I'm only coming with you cuz I'm bored.

Mattia smiled and I followed him out. He opened the door for me and we got to his place. It was this nice house. We went inside to his living room and he handed me a cup of tequila.

A: So you live here alone?
M: Yeah.
A: Nice.
M: Why don't you have a boyfriend?
A: Because I don't want one, trust me I can get a boyfriend easily but I don't want one. Boys are useless.
M: How do you know that all the boys are useless?
A: i never said that, I just don't think you need a boyfriend to live.
M: That's a nice perspective I guess...

He put his glass down and got closer to me. I backed away and put my glass down.

M: I think you want a relationship but your scared to get hurt again, I know deep down your soft.
A: *rolls her eyes* I'm bored.

I said standing up and looking around. I found a radio and turned it on. I started dancing and chugged the glass of tequila. I took a cigarette out but Mattia snatched it out of my hand.

A: What the fuck? Give it back.
M: It's bad for you.
A: i don't really care about my health if you haven't noticed.
M: *sighs*

Mattia threw it away and I flicked him off before dancing again.

A: What do your tattoos mean?
M: Nothing I just liked them, I have a lot.

Mattia said taking his shirt off. I turned over to see him and saw him shirtless with tattoos on his neck arms and chest. I looked away and served myself another cup of tequila.

M: Why do you play hard to get?
A: I don't play hard to get i just don't want a boyfriend.
M: uh huh.

Mattia said looking at me up and down. I put my hair behind my ear and took a sip of the tequila before putting the glass back down. He slammed me against the wall and pinned my arms above my head.

M: *whispers* you drive me crazy...

Mattia kissed my neck roughly and I bit my lip. He looked at me in the eyes panting and kissed me roughly. I kissed him back and he bit my lip softly. Once we pulled away I smirked at him. I got out of his grip and pushed him away.

A: goodbye, just because I kissed you doesn't mean I like you, okay? Don't get your shit mixed up.

I said grabbing my keys and leaving. Once I got home I laid down in bed and smiled thinking about the kiss. Wow...