I Don't Believe In Love💔

42🙄

I woke up and stood up. Fuck... it's almost June 3. I sighed and change into something casual. Mattia woke up and kissed me. I smiled and got my laptop. I started looking for tickets back to Chicago.

M: Your going back to Chicago?
A: only for a few days.
M: why?
A: I need to visit someone.

Mattia looked at me confused and sat down next to me. I booked two tickets to Chicago and stood up getting ready to start packing.

M: and who's the person you need to visit?
A: my mother.

I didn't think of her as a mother but unfortunately she was.

Chicago🛬

We got to the hotel and I laid down on the bed tired. Mattia jumped on me and hugged me tightly. I laughed and kissed him.

A: your fat get off of me.
M: kiss me.

I kissed him and he got off of me.

A: baby you thiccccc👀

I said smacking Mattia's ass. Mattia turned around and looked at me like '😳' and I died of laughter.

M: *smiles* I love you.
A: i love you too.

I stood up and kissed him again before getting my pajamas and changing.

M: what's happening on June 3rd?
A: Why?
M: you wrote it down on your calendar.

I took the calendar away and put it in my suitcase. Mattia looked at me suspiciously and I got serious.

A: Don't go through my things Mattia.
M: I wasn't, you left it on the table.
A: then you should have left it there.
M: you didn't answer my question..
A: I don't want to answer it.

I laid down on the bed and covered myself up trying to fall asleep.

A: *giggles* nope they're my cookies😑
?: your not going to share with daddy😔
A: okay fineeee *smiles*
??: Omar let her finish her homework.
?: Fine *whispers* mommy is mean😕

A tear ran down my cheek and I started having a panic attack.

A: no, no, no, no please no...
?: I'm sorry...
??: YOUR FUCKING USELESS OMAR, I WISH I NEVER MET YOU OR HAD YOUR STUPID DAUGHTER!
?: but I love you... so does Arianna...
??: WELL I DON'T, YOU BOTH RUINED MY LIFE COMPLETELY.
?: What did I do wron-
??: GETTING ME PREGNANT, THATS WHAT YOU DID WORNG!

I closed my eyes and when I opened them my dad was already in a coffin.

A: I'm sorry! *heavy breathing* Don't leave me!
M: Arianna, baby, what's wrong?