I Don't Believe In Love💔

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A: *gulps*
M: you don't have to say it back.

Mattia said before kissing me and walking back to the boys. I walked to the girls and finished my shot of tequila.

A: I'm going home, tell Mattia I left early cuz I wasn't feeling well.
E: Aight bitch adiós.
A: bye.

I grabbed my purse and left. I took a taxi home and once I got there I threw my purse on the couch.

I sat on the balcony and just let the fresh air hit me. I took a deep breathe and closed my eyes.

He loves me...fuck.

I'm happy he loves me but I know we won't last. I'm use to this. I can't just let him play with me, he's a fuck boy. He plays with girls.

M: Arianna?

I flinched a bit and turned around.

M: Are you feeling okay? You took the pill yesterday right?
A: Uh yeah, i just had a headache.
M: are you sure?

Mattia said putting his finger under my chin softly and lifted my face so I was looking at him in the eyes.

A: yes I'm sure. Goodnight Mattia.
M: goodnight...

I said kissing his cheek and going to our room.

Mattia's POV

Fuck. I knew it was to soon. She thinks I'm just a player but she changed me. I love her. I really do. I don't want to loose her.

I went outside and chugged a bottle of beer before throwing it at the brick wall.

M: Fuck I'm stupid!