I Don't Believe In Love💔

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Mattia's POV

It's been over a month and still no sign of her. How is it so hard finding her?

I actually wanted to cry. Just cry till I felt okay. But i didn't. I didn't want to seem soft.

L: We have another mission.
M: Ask the whore to go with you.
L: You haven't gotten out of this room for the past month Mattia.
M: Okay? You can go now.
L: Your really going to be like that with me?
M: *sighs*...

Luca looked around my room and opened the curtains.

M: Luca basta che cazzo.
L: dai, non puoi essere qui tutto il giorno.

I groaned and put the blanket over my head. Luca took my blanket away and sighed pulling me out of bed.

M: sometimes I wanna shoot you.
L: ha same.

I rolled my eyes and walked over to my window.

M: it's raining.
L: so? That's never stopped you from going on a mission.
M: well it does today.

I said trying to get back in bed. Luca shook his head and sat on my couch.

L: Call your other friends, go hang out with them.
M: I'm tired.
L: of what you haven't even done anything?
M: I'm tired of looking for her, I just want to find her hug her, kiss her, marry her.
L: *sighs* Mattia at some point your going to have to forget her.
M: you say it as if it was easy. I can't forget her. I miss her so fucking much...I should have never kissed that other slut.

My voice cracked and I cleared my throat like nothing happened.

L: If you want to cry, cry. It's okay I'm not going to judge you Mattia.
M: are you sure? Cuz I cry ugly.
L: Yes I'm sure.

I sat up and started ranting.

M: *sniffles* I was planning on proposing.

Happy Father's Day💙🐵✨