I woke up with a big ass headache. Aloe was next to me sleep. There was empty bags of chips, and candy everywhere, and smoked out blunts on the nightstand. I felt out of it, like i was about to pass out. I checked the time, and it was 3 in the morning.
I heard the doorbell ring, and alvaro woke up.
"Who's at the door?" he groaned
I don't know, but my head feels like shit"
"Same" he sat up
I put on an over sized hoodie since i was in a tank top, and Calvin Klien thong. I passed alvaro one of my hoodies too, and we walked downstairs. I opened the door, and saw two drunkies, and of course it had to be mattia and alvaro.
"H-hey baby" ale said slurring his words
Alvaro crossed his arms over his chest, and stood next to me.
"Where's joseph?" i asked
"T-the guards are w-watching him" mattia said
"Can you guys leave" i said
"But princess i l-love you" he pouted
I was about to close the door, until the guys just walked in.
"Hey get out" aloe said
"Bubs I love you i need you baby" ale wrapped his arms around his waist
Alvaro pushed him off
"You guys need to leave" i pointed to the door
"I love you baby" mattia kissed me
I pushed him away, and scoffed. I pushed him outside, and alvaro did the same. I slammed the door in their face, and looked back at him. Alvaro fell on his knees crying, and i ran over, and hugged him.
"I t-thought he l-loved me" he cried into my shoulder
"Hey look at me" I cupped his face
"W-what" he wiped his tears
"Boys ain't shit we don't need a guy to care for us, and make us feel loved, we have each other. I know you loved him, and i bet you still do, but relying on a guy for everything will get you no where in life. Boys drag you down, they are distractions, and we don't need distractions we focus on what's important, and boys aren't"
He nodded, and I wiped his tears. His phone started to ring, and he answered it.
"hello?" . . .
"Yea.."
He looked at me for a second, then back at the ground
"It'll be someone else" . . .
"Alright, bye?" he hung up the phone
"who was that?" i asked
"Have you ever.. used a gun before" he asked
"Yea.."
"Good, now stay here, and i'll be back" he said, and walked upstairs
I waited, for about 15 minutes, and he came back down wearing black sweats, and a hoodie. He tossed me the outfit, and i looked at him confused.
"Put it on" he said
"ok can i get some privacy tho?"
he nodded, and walked into the kitchen. I put on the clothes, and looked int the mirror.
