How To Love A Superstar?

The heart wants what it wants

Donny's POV:

We were holding hands the entire time na nasa sasakyan kami papunta sa pinag ta-trabahuhan niyang bar. When we got there I got a little uncomfortable seeing her workplace.

Donny: "Do you really have to work here?"

Dale: "Dito pinaka malaki ang kita ko, hindi naman ganun kahirap ang trabaho dito. Nasa likod lang ako ng bar, nagtitimpla or minsan nga nagaabot lang ng order na inumin ng mga customer. Sa tip palang dito sobrang nakakatulong na talaga saakin."

Donny: "Don't you earn from your channel anyway?"

Dale: "Oo pero, kasi nagiipon ako e, malaking tulong nga yung channel na yun kasi, tuloy tuloy lang yung nailalagay ko sa ipon ko."

Donny: "Saving for the future?"

Dale: "I guess you could say that. Uhm I'm saving up for my dream home. Gusto kong mabawi yung bahay ng lolo at lola ko."

Donny: "Oh right, that house. Hindi na pala dun nakatira yung family mo?"

Dale: "Napatalo sa sugal nila nanay."

Donny: "Oh, I get it, I knew what gambling does to people, I personally experienced it with my dad."

Dale: "Papasok ka paba sa loob?"

Donny: "Actually it might not be a good idea, may phobia pa yung mga tao makita ako sa loob ng club or bar."

She nodded and almost getting off.

Donny: "Oh wait lang, ganun nalang yun? Wala man lang kiss."

Dale: "Teka nga, kumokota ka na ha, ni hindi ko pa nga alam kung ano to e, ano ba tayo ngayon?"

Donny: "Well like I said earlier, I am in love with you, so kung okay sayo, I'm hoping you'd be my girlfriend? like to officially be together?"

She smiled nervously again and she didn't notice that she was biting her lower lip.

Donny: "Don't do that."

Dale: "Huh?"

Donny: "You were biting your bottom lip, it's giving me ideas- I don't even know kung gusto mo akong maging boyfriend."

She's even more nervous now. She was staring at her hands."

Donny: "Hey, if you need time, I'd understand. I love you, and like I said I'm going to be around now, hindi na ako mawawala. So don't think na if hindi mo pa masagot yung tanong ko e may magbabago. I can wait."

Dale: "Hindi ko naman kailangan magisip, alam ko naman kung anong nasa puso ko. Natatakot lang ako. Papaano to mag wo-work? Sikat kang artista, ako normal na tao lang. Hindi ko naman kayang pasukin yung mundo mo, minsan ko ng sinubukan, diba? Pero sobrang overwhelming, hindi ko kaya."

Donny: "Then i'll do it, ako ang papasok sa mundo mo. Dale, this is what I do, this is what I'm good at. It's my passion, it's the job that saved me from wanting to end my life back then. Kaya kong pasukin yung mundo mo, if you'll accept na ito naman ang mundo ko."

Dale: "Hinding hindi kita pipigilan gawin kung ano yung mahal mong gawin. Diba nga number one fan mo ako? So paano to? Edi may boyfriend na akong Superstar?"

I couldn't help but smile again. Actually, I am also scared, cause I feel like anytime she asks me to walk away from this thing, I would. It's crazy to think all of these could happen this fast. Parang yung pagmamahal na akala mo wala na, na preserve lang pala, to mature. Like an expensive wine.

Donny: "I love you Dale. When everything fails, when things go wrong, when you are not sure of what to think or what to believe in, please just remember that, I love you. Mahal kita, mahal na mahal."