Broken

three

Jordan
Jordan's apartment
The next morning

I woke up holding Nae in my arms, I gave her a tee to sleep in after convincing her to stay the night with me. She was too upset to leave and wasn't about to let her put herself in danger. I've only known her for a couple of months but seeing her so torn apart last night really triggered me. I told her I wasn't gone let nobody hurt her and I meant that, girlfriend or not. She was breathing lightly into my neck sleeping so peacefully. She opened up and told me that Mariah had raped her and how much it was taking a toll on her. I hell hated that she had went through that but I hated Mariah even more for even doing it. But I knew what I had to do. Lanae wasn't even my girl but I it was something about her that I liked. As long as I had something to do with it , Mariah was going to get hers. I started to think about my lil sister .... yeah nawww Mariah was gone feel me. Pulling me from my thoughts, Nae started to wake up.

"Good morning beautiful"

"Morning" she said giving me a small smile , "thanks for last night"

"no problem . You hungry?" I asked while grabbing a blunt from the ashtray beside my bed.
Nae began to get out the bed.

"I think I better head to home . Chrissy is still there and she's probably wondering where I am"

I laughed. "Chrissy texted me this morning ... told me to tell you Marco picked her up after you left last night .. she said she locked the door back".

I hit the blunt and passed it to Nae. I began to look at her body as she was standing up. I've always wanted to fuck on her but I definitely wasn't going to try now after what she told me last night. Only way I was gone hit that was if she told me was ready and if she wanted it. Other than that I'll keep my hands to myself. Atleast ima try too. It was tempting because Nae was my type in all the right ways. She was plumped, I was never attracted to skinny bitches. I liked that grown women weight. Snapping me out my thoughts, Nae finally spoke up and I'm glad she did because my dick with getting hard.

"mmcht I'm not surprised ... so I guess yeah I'm hungry" she smiled at me and blew smoke out her nose.

"come on" I said getting up and headed towards the door.

"let me put my shorts on". She said quickly while hitting the blunt again and handing the blunt it too me.

"naw you good come on ma" I smirked. I wanted her to be comfortable around.

Nae started to blush and walk out behind him in just her panties and his tee.

Lanae

"so you cooking for me ?" I said jokily.

"naw you gone cook WITH me .. let me see what you got" while pulling out pots and pans.

"what you want ?"

"Hmmm bacon, grits , hashbrowns , eggs , and toast" Jordan listed out.

"Easy , move Jordan" I said cockily after leaving school and getting my own place I had to cook for myself a lot more. So this came easy.

I basically kicked him out the kitchen and he just watched me cook in admiration. While I was cooking I realized that I told him my darkest secret last night , a secret that only Chrissy knows. However, he was there for me . He held me and wiped my tears. He listened to every word and even told me about his sister, he showed me he care . For the first time since that night , I felt safe around somebody other than Chrissy. But I'm not going to get ahead of myself, shit is always too good to be true.

"yo this is good as fuck", Jordan said with a mouth full of food and biting another piece of bacon.

"slow down , it's not going no where", I laughed.

"fuck that, this slaps" , while still stuffing his face "where you learn to cook ?"

I smiled, "growing up I used to watch my granny and my mom" while taking a bite of hash browns.

"where are they now ?" He asked, looking up from his food at me.

"granny died from breast cancer, and my mom is in a mental institution". I said looking down while drinking from my glass of orange juice. 

"My fault I didn't mean to bring it up" , he looked at me with genuine eyes.

"It's okay . Granny was a figher but chemo got the best of her so she decided to stop it . Said she lived out to see the last of her dreams which was me growing up and being something" I let out a small chuckle.

" but I don't feel like I really became something ya know and as for my mom after she lost her job at the facility and started on drugs she began to lose her mind ... got to the point where she tried to kill herself and her boyfriend so we decided to get her help ... once it came down it the mental institution was the best place for her .. she's content there so that's where she stays" I continued while biting a piece of bacon.

"I don't talk to my mom after she kicked me out at 16 to move her sorry ass boyfriend in. She told me "you think you grown anyway so go be grown" ... I didn't have a job , and no money ... she wouldn't even let me take a bag a clothes bro" he scoffed.

"My dad died when I was 3 in a car accident and we had moved here from Atlanta when I was a baby so I didn't have any family to live with. I was homeless for a while . Couch surfing on my homeboy's couch until I could make a way." He finished while downing the rest of his orange juice.

"seems like we both come from a rough patch huh?" I finished up her food and looked at him while placing my hand on my chin. Jordan wiped his mouth and stood from the table.

"yeah but that makes us who you are now ma"

Jordan takes my plate, and kisses my cheek before walking into the kitchen to do the dishes.

"That was amazing, thank you". I just smiled at him and grabbing the blunt that we didn't finish earlier today.

I decided that it was time I should head home because I wanted to shower. I walked into the bedroom to put on my sweats that I had on last night when I came and gathered my things. Jordan was leaning on the door frame watching me.

"When you coming back?"

"hmmm when do you want me too ?"

"Honestly, I don't want you to go" ,while walking towards me.

"well I need to shower and get myself together", I replied blushing.

"you can do that here" frowning, he grabbed my waist. Jordan was started to enjoy my company and presence.

"I don't have clothes here", I laughed.

"you don't need them, you can wear my sweatpants and tee. We don't gotta go no where. We can stay here and chill and watch tv all day", he bribed. I bit my lip because I was actually considered staying.

"As much as I like the sound of that , Ive decided that I was going to see my mom today. However, call me later ?" I said while walking towards the door.

"Yeah aite, be safe ma"

Jordan smiled and closes the door behind her and locks it. The whole ride home I couldn't do nothing but just smile and think about how Jordan showed a side of me I never thought I would see. Not only did I open up to him to but he opened up to me. I found myself smiling a lot more when I was there with him. He made me forget about the reason why I went over there in the first place. I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.

Sorry for the mistakes 😭