Broken

fifteen

Jordan
Tia's House
8pm

I should have got a ticket for how fast I drove to get to this bitch house. Not like I would have cared though. Tia really had me fucked up because nobody told her to go running her fat ass mouth to Lanae, she don't even wanna see my face right now. I've been trying to call and text her every since she cussed me out and left my crib. I even called Chrissy and she said she's not even answering her calls either. Chrissy cussed me out too, I deserved it so I ate it like a man. I parked the car and got out while calling Tia on my phone.

"Wassup baby". She said with a laughed. I was about to wipe every smile off her face tonight.

"Open the fucking door". I hung and within second Tia opened the door and crossed her arms.

"I guess yo bitch told you what-" . Before she cold finish her sentence I had my hand around her neck and pushing her inside slamming the door behind me.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS YO PROBLEM TIA?"

"Jordan stop your hurting me," she was grabbing at my hands and gasping for air. If the bitch wasn't pregnant I promise you I would have killed her. I tightened my grip tighter and began to lift her in the air, her feet barely touched the ground . Tia was a skinny bitch, I knew I wasn't attracted to her, I only wanted a nut.

"Listen to me bitch, IF YOU GO AROUND NAE, BREATH AROUND NAE, LOOK AT NAE, OR EVEN THINK ABOUT NAE , I will personally beat the shit out of you and kill yo stupid ass". I growled and looking her dead in her eyes. She still gasped for air, she just looked at me with fear and tears in her eyes. If I just held her here for another minute I knew she would die, I really considered it I swear. I finally let her neck go and walked out. Tia dropped to floor holding her throat as tears ran down her face. She said the words 'I'm sorry' but it wasn't loud enough to be heard.

Tia

After finally gaining enough strength to pick myself up, I walked into the bathroom still crying. What did I just do?  I continued to cry and looked at the bruise that was forming around my neck. Jordan had just left and he literally choked the life out of me because of what I did. I was only being petty when I saw Lanae at Applebee's with Chrissy. Chrissy is some girl that I jumped with my sisters and Lanae jumped in. When we jumped Nae, she pulled out a gun, we don't play with guns so we just left that alone. I met Jordan in the club one night a while back, he wasn't interested at first but then he finally gave in after I seduced him a little bit. He would only call to get head though, we had sex a few times after I literally begged but it still happened. I knew I had got myself into a fucked up situation but it was my fault. I told Jordan that I was pregnant with his baby but in reality it wasn't him. It's not even a possibility to be his baby, the times that we did have sex he used a condom. I realized that he was too drunk or high to remember that. The real father is a bum while 3 others kids that he doesn't even take care of. I just wanted my baby to have a chance at a better life so I decided to pin the baby on Jordan. Now I realized that was stupid. Jordan is going to kill me when he finds out. As I was looking at the damage that had been done, I heard my sisters coming in the door.

"Tiaaaaaa , where you at and why is the door unlocked". I quickly locked the bathroom door and turned the shower on as Asia began to walked in the direction of the bathroom.

"Oh uh, I just came back in from hanging with Shay and I had to pee really bad so I was rushing and must have left the door unlocked, my bad sis", I lied trying to sound convincing as possible. I didn't have time to hear Asia's 'I told you so' speech. She already told me that Jordan and his people isn't the ones to mess with, but I ignored here. I think really think Jordan was carrying weight like that, I mean I knew he sold weed and had a few guns but I didn't think he was like that forreal. As far as my other sister Chanel, she didn't really give a fuck about what we did. She didn't care to get involved in anybody business she only cared when it's time to fight. Chanel was a troublemaker and loved to fight. I'm convince she did it for fun.

"Oh ite then, I'm going to bed a bitch is tired", I heard Asia, I waited until her bedroom closed and heard the click of the door locking before I turned the shower off. I looked in the mirror one last time. 'This is going to take a hell of a lot of makeup to cover' I thought to myself before walking out of the bathroom and quickly getting into my room. Before I could close my door Chanel stopped me.

"Whenever you wanna fight whoever did that to ya neck, let me know" , she said before turning around on her heels and walking away. I stop before she got to far.

"Please don't tell Asia, Nel". She gave me a thumbs up while he back still towards and walked into her room. I knew she wasn't going to say anything I just didn't want her or anybody to know. I closed my door and got into my bed. My body began to ache for some reason, I turned off my bed side lamp, rolled over, and began to cry. I don't remember going to sleep.