Broken

eighteen

Jordan
His Apartment

"So you really not coming to the club ?". Remy asked before opening the door to leave.

"Naw, I'm good". Jordan took a pull from his blunt. He didn't feel like being around no thirsty ass females and it just wasn't on the club vibes. He just wanted to chill honestly.

"Nigga you need to get out ya feelings about Nae, she probably already on another nig-"

"Remy I'ma gone head and give you the benefit of the doubt since you my boy, I'ma act like you wasn't even 'bout to say the bullshit you was 'bout ta say. Just gone head and open da doe and head out, I'll see ya tomorrow." Remy sucked his teeth and just walked out the door closing it behind me, Jordan continued to sit on the couch smoking his blunt. He grabbed his phone, connecting  his Bluetooth to the speaker, he then started to play Brent Fayiaz.

I got too many hoes, but they ain't you
You like to put that shit in your nose, but I still love you
Be doing shit that nobody knows
In the streets they be thinkin' you a lady
But at home (you a motherfuckin' porn star, I swear to God)

As the room began to fill with more smoke, Jordan drowned himself in the music and the weed. After finishing his first blunt, he rolled a second one and opened a bottle a Hennessy. As he brought the blunt to his lips to light he was disrupted by a knock at the door. He lit the blunt taking a hit and put in ashtray. He stood up , grabbing the henny bottle and taking a sip he went to open the door. He rubbed his hand across his face to make sure his eyes wasn't playing tricks on him.

"Hey, If it's not a bad time , can we talk?" Lanae asked , Jordan could tell she was nervous. Jordan stepped out the way to let her inside closing and locking the door behind him. He watched as she made her way to the couch grabbing the henny bottle taking a few sips before sitting down. Even though he had been waiting for this moment all week, he couldn't find any words to say. Nervously rubbing his hand behind his head and went sitting on the opposite side of the couch making sure to grab the blunt.

"Wassup?" He asked , while relighting the blunt.

"I know that I didn't handle the situation well Jordan and I know that you were only trying to look out for my best interest. I just preferred that you tell me and we could have crossed this bridge together. Instead of just blanking and pushing you away I should have just listened to you and expressed my feelings. I was talking so much shit about communication without realizing I wasn't communicating well either and I'm sorry for that."

"Nae you don't -"

"Please , let me finish .... I don't know how to accept all the love that you give me and I don't know how to love you the same way you love me but I wanna learn Jordan. I don't want to keep pushing away until it's too late and you're gone out of my life forever. When you opened that door and I saw your face, nothing else mattered. I felt it with my whole body literally. You're a place of security for me, and that means so much to me. Jordan I'm asking you please give me another chance". Jordan just looked at her with no emotions on his face. She couldn't read his face but she quickly began to regret coming over here. He took another pull from his blunt before passing it to Nae.

"Baby, you don't have to apologize because you're right. I should have been a man about the situation and should have just told you.  I know that I would have wanted you to tell me if I was in your shoes. I swear it was never my intention to hurt you and I mean that everything in me. Seeing you standing at my door with those pretty brown eyes made my heart beat again bro. I've been sick without you man, ask Remy. I can't tell you how many times a day he told me to get out my feelings. I need you to know that im in love with you and I think I was in love with you before I even knew it. You're always on my mind and I don't wanna continue my days without you here with me" Before Jordan could continue talking he felt Nae soft lips pressed against his, he hadn't even noticed that she put the blunt in the ashtray.

Lanae

As much as I enjoyed hearing Jordan express his feelings, I was just happy to hear that he still wanted to be me. I was happy to have the best thing to ever happen to me back in my life. After taking one last pull, I put the blunt in the ashtray and pulled Jordan into a kiss. I knew I caught him off guard but I didn't care. Quickly the kiss became very intimate and I was now straddling him on the couch. He gently ran his hand under my shirt, while caressing my back our lips moved in sync. I opened my mouth to his tongue, while I began to grind my hips. I really don't know what came over me but all I knew was that I wanted Jordan. I pulled away from out and stared into his eyes that were soft but full of love and lust for me.

"I want you" , Jordan whispered as he kiss me again. Our lips moved in sync as we began taking each other's clothes off. The feeling of his fully erected dick pressed again my slit made me want him even more. Pulling away from our kiss again, I picked up my hips just a little and slowly allowed him to enter inside me. I let out a soft moan into the crest of his neck.

"You so tight ma", ask he wrapped one arm around my torso and another around my shoulder while pushing all of him inside me. I slowly began to grind my hips while moaning into his ear.

"I'm yours Jordan, I'm all yours" ..

"That's what I wanna hear babygirl" Jordan whispered into my ear while grabbing me by the back of my neck and moving in sync with me.

"Mmmmmmm I'm going cum"

"Naw , not yet ... you're going to cum when I tell you too" he growled into my ear. He slide hisself further down into the couch so he could take little more control. He placed both hands on my hips and began to pick up his pace but making sure to take his time.

"Fuckkk Jordan, you're so big" , I felt like I was about to explode as he entered himself in and out of me. Jordan began groaning as he started to pound me harder and faster.

"This is the best pussy I ever had" he said in between breaths. He whispered 'fuck'and moved one hand from my hip and started playing with my clit while still stroking.

"Please let me cum, pleassseeeeee". I couldnt hold it in another second.

"Whose pussy is this?" He growled while rubbing my clit faster and stroking deeper making sure I felt every inch.

"Yourssssss , mmmmmmmmmm"

"Now babygirl , cum for me now". I let out a scream while digging my nails into his chest. My legs began to shake uncontrollable began I realized that I squirted all over him.

"Fuuuuuuuuuuccccckkkk", he groaned. I could feel Jordan's dick pulsating inside of me, I knew he had climaxed as well. He grabbed me by my neck and pulled me into his lips while grabbing my ass.

"Don't leave me again" his voice was low and deep.

"I won't, I promise.

For a few more hours, I stayed naked on that couch with a naked Jordan. Smoking and just talking about ourselves and just catching up. It felt good to not just have my baby back but a friend. In a middled of our conversation about best restaurants I had got a text message from Chrissy.

Best💟🤞🏾
At your place, used the key under the mat.

After reading the message, I knew something was wrong. Every time Chrissy pops up unannounced, she on the verge of a mental breakdown. I needed to get home quick before she tears my fridge and pantry apart. I got up and started putting on my clothes.

"Chrissy needs me, shes at my place", I said to Jordan was looked worried. Then he began to get dressed as well.

"I'm coming with you, last time after we had sex you left and I didn't the hear from you for a month. We ain't doing this again". I rolled my eyes and laughed because he was serious.

"I promised I'm not leaving you again, but come on", after finished getting dressed and grabbing their things they headed to Nae's apartment.

Sorry for the mistakes 😬