Broken

twenty

Jordan

After Chrissy and Remy left and Nae took a shower, we laid up and started smoke a blunt while watching so show that she wanted to watch on Netflix. After passing me the blunt, she started playing with my ear. I never knew how much I enjoyed that shit, maybe because nobody did it except her.

"What was that about with Remy?"

"Sean was short again this week, Remy saved his ass last weekend But I ain't going for that again". I replied taking a hit from the blunt.

"Shoot, I wouldn't have even let him in to be honest let alone give a second chance. He gave me bad vibes when I first seen him at yo apartment a while back and I was only there for 5 minutes"

"You read people like that?" Lanae shrugged while she continued to play with my ear.

"Can I ask you something?" Her tone of voice changed, I knew the conversation could possible go left so I took a long pull from the blunt before passing it back to her.

"Wassup ma?"

"Marco was the one who shot Quan wasn't he?"

"What makes you think that?"

"Gut feeling, was it?" . I took a minute before I answered. I was honestly a little nervous about her reaction but I knew not to lie to her.

"Yeah, Marco did it"

"He's dead isn't he?" I just nodded my head, I didn't wanna look her in her face for some reason.

"Sucks Chrissy has to raise a baby without its dad but I mean shit he deserved it" . I turned my head to Nae as she passed me back the blunt, I was actually surprise that she wasn't mad or disappointed. She was actually okay about the shit.

"Yeah, but she's has you, just like I gotchu" I gave her a quick peck on her neck and a small smile before hitting the blunt.

"Exactly. Sooooo what are you going to do about Sean?"

"Oh that nigga done tomorrow". I said with a small laugh.

"Can I come?" I snapped my neck at her question because she caught me off me guard.

"Fa' real?" She nodded her head.

"Shit, Yeah you can come ma" . She really wanna be down with nigga. Another other female would try to change me. 'I don't think you need to be in the streets' 'it's not safe' 'eventually it's going to catch up with you' 'you're going to get yourself killed' . Always telling me shit I already know , and I don't wanna hear it. However, Lanae on the other hand, she accepting. She already knows what I'm about and she's not trying to change a nigga. Instead she willing to step out her comfort zone and make herself open to coming into mine. This is why I really fuck with this girl. I think I found my wife forreal.

After snapping out my thoughts, I realized she fell asleep. I finished the blunt and pulled her closer to me. I pulled the comforter over us and turned off the while getting comfortable. 'Goodnight babygirl'. I kissed her cheek and drifted off to sleep.

Chrissy

It was getting late so I decided to head home, Remy decided to leave at the same time as me. Jordan was right, I had seen him around but I didn't personally know him. However, he seems like a nice personally from what I've seen tonight.

"You good? Need me to follow you home?" He asked as I got to my car.

"Why? So then you can come back later and kill me in my sleep? I think I'm okay" I said jokily. I kind of was serious because I really didn't know this man. He laughed while leaning on his car.

"Nothing like that ma, I just want to make sure you'll get home safe. That's all. It's Friday night and niggas is crazy. You don't need to be out here by yaself if you don't have to be".

"Okay since you care so much about my wellbeing. Give me you phone." I placed my hand out and he slipped the phone out his pocket and placed it in my hand. I looked him while grabbing it, he had a smirk on his face. I placed my number In his phone and called myself then quickly hanging up.

"I'll text you when I get home, if I don't then I guess I've been kidnapped" I smiled then gave him back his phone. I began to get in my car while looking back at him.

"Goodnight Chrissy"

"Night Remy"

After maybe a 15 minute drive, I got home and took shower. Then making myself comfortable in the bed , I grabbed my phone.

'I'm home'

Remy 🤔
'Sleep tight'

'You do the same'

Remy🤔
'Doubt I will'

'Why not?'

Remy🤔
'Don't sleep well in general'

'I don't either sometimes, Doubt I'll be going to sleep anytime soon'

Suddenly my phone rings, I laughed at the person that called me.

"Why are you calling me?"

"Said you weren't going to sleep anytime soon, me either'

"You're silly you know that"

We both laughed and then the conversation went from there. I spend majority of the night on the phone with Remy. For once, a conversation with somebody didn't feel forced or awkward. The conversation didn't go from 'favorite foods' to 'what color panties you got on rn'. He was actually interested in learning about me and who I was. I learned a lot about Remy tonight and I'm pretty sure it learned a hell of a lot about me.

Sorry for the mistakes 😬
Boring chapter, I got heat coming though.
I'll be updating more slowly now.
I work two jobs so a bitch be tired okay 😩