Broken

fourteen

Lanae
Sunday Afternoon
Applebee's

After everything that happened last night, me and Chrissy decided to have some girl time and go out to eat. I decided not tell her about what happened with Mariah because I didn't know how she would take it. I love and trusted Chrissy don't get me wrong but this was something that she didn't need to know for her best interest. I'm also not going to tell her that Jordan is the reason Marco is missing. After hearing that he disappeared right after Quan's shooting made me question what Jordan did when he left the hospital with Remy that day. I finally gained enough courage to asked him once we got back to my apartment and he was honest. He explained that Marco was trying to take him down after finding out that Jordan was talking to his girl and she eventually began telling Marco's every move. Jordan was able to basically take over majority of his spots leaving him with only one. Basically Marco fucked up trying to prove a point by shooting Quan, now look at him ... dead. Nobody else knew that but I did.

"Mmmm, the spinach deep is so good". I stuffed my face with another tortilla chip cover in the creamy spinach and artichoke dip.

"Damn save some for me", Chrissy whined as she slide the bowl back in the middle of the table. I was high and the munchies was kicking my ass. I couldn't wait for my medium well steak, a loaded bake potato, and a side of broccoli. I was more excited for the broccoli .... I love broccoli.

"My bad, munchies... I'm done though", after sipping from my sweet tea.

"I wish they hurry up", she huffed and rolled her eyes.

After finally getting our food, me and Chrissy just enjoyed our meal and bonded. She finally opened up to me about Marco, but by the end of the conversation I knew he really burned her bridge with her. She really couldn't stand Marco so I knew she wouldn't have cared from he was dead or alive. I opened up to her about me and Jordan. She expressed to me that she was happy for me and glad that I was actually trying to give somebody a chance. She told me that I deserved to finally be happy. The waiter brought us our checks and I reached in my clutch to get my debit card. Placing it on the table on top of the check, I told Chrissy I had to pee and got up and walked off.

There was a brown skinned girl washing her hands who looked real familiar but I couldn't get a good look at her face. As I was in the stall, somebody enter and I assume she knew the girl because they began talking and whispering about something. After I reliving myself, fixing my clothes, and flushing, I walked to the sink to wash my hands. For some reason they where staring at me, I really didn't like people staring at me.

"Something you wanna say?" I asked while reaching for the paper towel. The brown skinned girl smirked and then looked at her friend who I never seen before.

"Oh was I staring? How rude?" She said sarcastically while he friend began to chuckled and mumbling something under her breathe. I really wasn't in the mood to beat this bitch up. I decided to ignore her and just walk out, I was about to leave anyway. I headed towards the door but she stopped me.

"Oh and tell Jordan that the baby's next doctors appointment is coming up, I'll call him", I really wanted to turn around and beat the shit out of homegirl but if she really was pregnant I would be going to jail. I just gave her a fake smile and said 'will do bbygirl'. She seems surprised by my reaction assuming that she wanted to get under my skin. But I'm growing, I'm not trying to give this bitches the reaction they really want. But just now Jordan has some explaining to do if I didn't kill his ass first. No we're not officially together , and we said we could take things slow. WHY TF WOULDNT HE TELL ME HE HAD A FUCKING BABY ON THE WAY. My blood is boiling, bitches out here laughing at me, this nigga got me looking fucking stupid. Yeah I'm pissed forreal.

Jordan
His Apartment

Im sitting in my living smoking and chilling with Remy when I hear somebody banging on my door, lowkey thought it was the police.

BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!

'Who tf', I got up and started walking to the door before I could even open the door they started knocking again.

BANG! BANG! BA-

"IM RIGHT HERE DAMN! .. oh wassup baby I thought you was coming later" realizing that it was Nae, I tried to kiss her until she curved me and just walked right in. By the look on her face I could tell something was wrong.

"Is they something you need to tell me?" She asked with a attitude, she lowkey looked like she had been crying too. Being thrown off by what she asked me, I didn't think nothing of it and just simply said no while trying to pull her into a hug.

"DONT TOUCH ME JORDAN" , I really didn't know why she was doing all this. I thought shit was straight.

"When since you don't got nothing to tell me, some bitch told me to tell you that "YALL BABY'S" doctor appointment was coming up, and she will be calling soon". Then she looked me with disgust and hurt while walking to the door. FUCKING TIA. She must have seen maya while she was out with Chrissy. I knew I should have killed that bitch.

"Baby wait, hear me out". I tired to grab her arm but she snatched away from me.

"GET OFF ME YO REAL SHIT!" , her eyes started to get wet, I never wanted to be a reason that Nae cried. My heart shattered into a million pieces looking at her right now.

"See Jordan, I'm not even mad that the bitch might pregnant because I seen the bitch. She not even showing so I knew this happened during that month I ghosted you and we just made things right. I can't fault you for the shit you did in during that time. BUT YOU COULD HAVE FUCKING TOLD ME YO. Got these bitches sitting her laughing at me. And to make it worse Jordan ..... THATS ONE OF THE BITCHES THAT JUMPED ME.... I knew I knew the bitch when I seen her" ... she scoffed and tears began to fail.

"You could have chose anybody fucking else , BUT HER ? ... how could you ? GOT ME OUT HERE LOOKING STUPID. ....YOU BEGGED ME , BEGGED TO GIVE YOU A FUCKING CHANCE but this is the shit you pull a few days later ... tuhhhh you're something else" she basically ran out the door.

I tried to stop her but she wasnt having it. Even Remy tried to stop her and she cussed him out too. I knew I had fucked up but I was going to fix it. I didn't know how but I was going to fix it. I respect that she wasn't necessarily mad at the fact I might have a baby I just didn't tell her. I failed to communicate with her, she was trusting me but I had her out here looking stupid according to her. I didn't think Tia was going to go and tell her but best believe ima handle her little stupid ass too. Lanae was right though. I should have told her but I was scared tbh. I thought she was going to stop talking to me but now I see I should have just ate that shit like a man. Fuck.

"Nigga what the fuck are you doing", Remy looked at me and threw his arms up.

"I already know bruh", I waved him off sending Nae a text message and grabbed my keys heading for the door.

Sorry for the mistakes😬