Broken

seven

Lanae
Hospital
7pm

It's been 4 hours since Jordan had left. I've done had 3 blunts, and I was starving but I chose to stay because that's Jordan told me to. Quan's condition was the same and there were no changed. I've been dealing with several doctors coming and asking me questions that I don't have the answers too. All I could tell them I was sitting here for a friend. Jordan walked through the door with the hood on his head. Seeing him a wave of relief went through my entire body.

"Hey", I spoke softly had I stood up to hug him.

"Wassup ma?" His voice was raspy and low. He wrapped his arms around my waist and the scent of his cologne and weed filled my nostrils. I didn't think I would be so happy to see him again. I began to worried more and more as the time passed.

"Uh he's still the same, nothing really changed" I spoke as I pulled away from him.

"I figured, but I'm about to head back to the crib I wanna shower and shit... get my mind off things ... you coming?"

"Yeah, sure"

As he said his goodbye to Quan, I gathered my things.

"Im going to grab me something to eat, and then met you at your place. You want anything?"

"Naw"

Jordan's apartment

I was sitting on the couch eating my food when he came out the shower and grabbed a fry.

"Your food is in the fridge" I whined at him.

"Don't touch my shit" I continued

"I told you I didn't want nothing" he laughed.

"Yeah but I know you probably haven't ate all day and was going to be trying to eat mine"

"Yeah whatever" he sat down beside me and started rolling a blunt. I could tell that he wasn't okay. His eyes were still puffy and red like he just finished crying. I wiped my face and put my food on the coffee table in front of me and slid closer over to him.

"Talk to me" while I started to play with his ear.

"I feel like I failed him Nae"

"I told him I would always be there, he asked me to come back to his spot to chill but said naw, I was supposed to be there" he hesitated and swallowed.

"If I was there I could have took some of those bullets, maybe he wouldn't be paralyzed or in a fucking coma" he gritted, the words seems to stab him as he spoke. He paused before lighting the blunt and taking a hit from it.

"What if you was there Jordan? Then what ? ... you could have been paralyzed too. What help could that done for him ? Nothing." I spoke softly.

"You handled it right?" He nodded and continue biting the blunt.

"Alright then. All you can do now is be there for him and support while he recovers. Its going to be a long road believe that but he's needs you now more than anything. Also I'm pretty he knows that if you could have done anything to change the outcome of the situation that night , you would have. But it was out of your control." I continued to play with his ear.

"You're right", he nodded as he passed me the blunt.

"Please stop blaming yourself" I said before taking a pull from the blunt.

"How did it go with yo moms?"

"Not exactly peaches and cream, but it was okay for the most part" I began to replay the events again in my head. We sat in silence for a while just passing the blunt. We both had a stressful day there was no denying that. Once we finished the blunt, I realized that I was high ass shit.

"Yo you good?", Jordan looked at me laughing. He was gone too, his eyes were not longer puffy but they was low and red. I just started laughed and nodded my head.

"Thank you for being here", he said seriously while looking into my eyes.

"You did it for me, I wouldn't do it for you" I replied with a smile.

Jordan leaned closer into me and kiss me gently. I felt a feeling in my body that I never felt before but it felt good. As he still kissed me, I slowly opened to my mouth to let his tongue in.

Jordan

I didn't realize I kissed her until we were already kissing but she didn't stop me so I didn't either. For once I felt like I had somebody was rocking with me forreal. I honestly didn't think she was coming to come when I called and actually stay. Pulling away from the kiss I grabbed her hand and guide her to my bedroom. I closed the door behind me and locked it and walked her to the bed. I began kissing on her neck softly making sure to take my time, I didn't want to scare her knowing what she been through. Pulling off her shirt and undoing her bra, I stared at her titties
. They were so pretty and perfect with her nipples rings. I felt my dick harden each second. I finally undress her completely and just admired her body. She began to hide her body, she was nervous I could tell.

"Relax ma, I gotchu ... lay back"

Doing as she was told, Nae laid back on the bed and I climbed on top. I kissed her body all over started from her neck, down to her titties. I placed one in my mouth and sucked on it while rubbing and massaged the other. She let out a soft moan. I kissed down to her navel until I finally got to her pussy. She was so pretty. I kissed her inner thigh before I kissed her pearl. She let out another soft moan. I ran my hand across her.

"You so wet Nae"

Then I started sucking on her. Fuck she taste so good.

Sorry for the mistakes 😬