Broken

thirty-seven

Lanae

"HER BLOOD PRESSURE IS DROPPING"

"THE BABY IS STRUGGLING"

"WHERE IS PEDS? IF THEY DON'T GET HERE IN TIME WE'RE GOING TO LOST HER AND THIS BABY"

"Come on baby, stay with me". I heard one of the nursing saying to me. She's been talking to me since I got here from the ambulance. I've been slipping in and out of it, I can't feel a thing on my body, I can only hear was going on around me. I can't speak but I've been trying ... I've been trying so hard.

"M-my my b-b-ba.."

As doctors and nurses panic around me trying to save my life and my daughters, all I could see was me sitting on the beach staring out into the ocean. I was at peace, a little girl was running a few feet in front of me playing with a dog. A dog that kind of reminded me of my puppy that I had when I was younger. He was hit by car and died. I glanced to my right and seen my grandma walking in my direction with open arms. I jumped up and ran to her, embracing her. She missed my forehead and ran her fingers though my hair. "Come on home my sweet baby"

"FUCK! WE'RE LOSING HER"

"LEANNA GET HER PREPPED NOW, STEVENS CALL O.R. 2 AND TELL THEM WE ARE ON THE WAY WHETHER THEY ARE READY FOR US OR NOT.... AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CAN SOMEBODY PAGE PEDS!!!"

What did I do to end up here? Who was it in that car and did they have something to do with this? After not being able to stop at the light, I ran right through it then I was t-boned by a F-150 who was going 65mph. I flipped twice and landed upside down. I remember screaming to the top of my lungs until slipping into darkness, then waking up in the back of an ambulance. Jordan, where is Jordan? I want him here and I want him now. I need him to know that if I don't make it I want our daughter to be taking care of never has to experience the childhood and hurt that I've endured. I know Jordan will never have my baby want for a damn thing. I want Jordan to know he was the best thing that ever happened to me and I mean that.

Jordan

"WHERE IS SHE?" I rushed into the hospital with Chrissy and Viktor right behind me. I didn't care about the tears running down my face. I didn't care about the other patients in the waiting room. I didn't care. I just need to know if Lanae and my daughter is okay.

"WHERE IS LANAE AND MY GOD DAMN DAUGHTER?" I screamed at the lady at the nursing station. I knew I shouldn't have took my frustration out on her but I couldn't help it. I was hurting and I was hurting bad. I called Chrissy soon as I hit the road. She needed to know what happened to her bestfriend, we ended up pulling into the parking lot at the same time. Both flying like bats out of hell.

"Jordan, Jordan, Jordan.... calm down okay". Chrissy grabbed my face and I just looked down at her clenching my jaw and fighting more tears from falling.

"Lanae Givens, there was a car accident, she's 5 months pregnant.... uhh Leann Murphy called". Chrissy spoked calmly but I knew she was losing her mind too. After a few seconds of looking in the system and making a phone call the nurse finally spoke.

"Miss Givens, is currently in surgery. That's all the information I can give right now."

"Can you just atleast tell me if they are okay?" I begged the nurse.

"I'm sorry sir but I don't know... however if you sit in the waiting room the doctor will be out as soon as theyre done" I turned around and punched the wall. Viktor and Chrissy grabbed me while I just broke down. I've never been the type of nigga to show their emotions but right now? I'm hurting in more ways than one. The thought of losing Nae again and for good was something I couldnt live with. Losing my daughter also was making shit is much worse. I haven't had the chance to love and spoil her just like her mom. I know she wouldn't have been a little mini Nae and I couldn't wait to cherish the times with them and as a family. I feel like I failed Nae because she didn't deserve none of this. I calmed myself down and sat in a corner in the waiting room. Chrissy decided to call Michael and update him on what's going on. Viktor walked over and sat next to me. He didn't look at me but he sat and looked straight ahead.

"What's your next move?". I raised my eyebrow at him because who is this man and how does he know what I got going on.

"Don't give me that look. I lead the Mafia bossman, you think I don't know quilty hurt when I see it. Also you think I don't know who you are Jordan Moss, you're one of the top drug dealers in the city ... it's my product that you're selling... that's neither here or there .... I know this happening to Nae has something to do with you and knowing you, you already got up on who did this ... so what's your next move?" He spoke so smoothly.

"I already got it covered"

"Need help?"

"Got some men?"

"Plenty." With that being said Viktor got up and walked away while putting his phone to his ear.

Tia
I woke up tied up in a empty room with only just a table in there, Ryan was tied up beside me. He had been beaten up pretty badly. Both his eyes were black and he was nose looked broke. I tried to untie my hands but I was unsuccessful. I had no idea where I was or who kidnapped us but I'm pretty sure it had something to do with this Jordan and Ryan mess.

"Ryan baby?"

"Don't baby me right now". He spat, hearing him pop off on my pissed me off.

"Bitch this is your fault, you're the one who tried to go after Jordan knowing you wouldn't get fucking far ... fucking bum" I laughed after I finished talking shit.

"If only I could get you to slap the shit out of you"

"To bad you cant huh.... because we're both tied tf up BECAUSE OF YOUR DUMB ASS". Suddenly some large nigga walked into the room, he had this glare in his eyes like he was ready to kill us. Like he really wanted to kill us. He really put a lot of fear in my heart as well as Ryan but of course he was acting hard. The man walked over and place a piece of duck tape over my mouth.

"As much as I wanna kill the both of y'all, I'll let bossman handle that.. so until then I'm coverin y'all fuckin moufs cuz ion wanna hear this shit" . He walked over to Ryan and punched his in the nose before tapping his mouth. Ryan leaned over in pain as his nose started to ooze fresh blood over the dried blood that was running earlier. Tears slowly ran down my face, I sat and prayed for God to kill me. Why did I really think Ryan was going to pull this off? Even if the first part of the plan was executed, I should have known Jordan was going to catch on to us. Plus Ryan is messy and his ego is too big. He been running his fat ass mouth to any and everybody. "Yeah I'm bouta take over" "that nigga isn't going to know what hit him" "watch, nobody gone know who that Jordan nigga is once im done" "I got some shit coming for the city, just wait on it" .... he couldn't help it. He came from nothing so once he got something he couldn't help but to run with it.

"Also it's not only his fault ... your dumb ass is the one that's on video trying to stake out the spot", the man said before laughing and leaving us again in the room. I sat lost in thoughts. What tf did I get myself into?

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Sorry for the mistakes 😬