Hi so I'm going on a family trip tomorrow I have a 10 hour car drive and I don't have data so I will not be posting for the next 5 days or so because I'm visiting family, thank you and I hope you all understand I'll upload a story as soon as I get back from my trip!❤️
J U G H E A D
I turn around the hall to see Archie flirting with MY girlfriend, "hey red you better have a good explanation on why I shouldn't punch the hell out of you right now" I said putting betty behind me, "I-I was just talking to her" he said as I scoffed "oh really how do you talk to someone when your eyes are at their chest!?" I asked him as he looked at me.. "I- I can treat betty better then you can, she doesn't deserve you, she deserves better! She even admitted it...you scare her" Archie said as I turn around to face betty as she looked down "is that true?" I asked her but she didn't answer she just stared down at her shoes "unbelievable" I scoffed and walked away. I couldn't believe it.. me, I scare my girlfriend.. I never thought something so little could hurt so fucking much...
I sat in my trailer and did something I stopped doing after betty came in play life.. I drunk.. I gulped down the alcohol that stung on the way down, I hissed at the after taste I guess drinking for the first time in 2 years your body has to get use to it again.. but after a few more gulps I got use to the taste.
B E T T Y
I wish I could've told jughead on my own and it's true some times he scares me, he gets so protective and sometimes just standing by him I'm scared I feel like when I'm around him I'm pressured into being perfect for him.. but I love him.. I love him so much that I couldn't stand the silent treatment from him.. it kills me.
I opened the door to his trailer to be hit with the smell of beer, I pushed the door open all the way and stepped on broken glass beer bottles..
he said at the kitchen table his head in his hands.. he sat their, shaking his head..
"Juggy?" He stopped shaking his head and lifted his head up and looked at me, "if I scare you so much why are you here? Shouldn't you be with Mr.golden boy?" He asked and my heart shattered.. it kills me that I hurt him.. his eyes were red, he's been crying..
"Juggy.." I said as he stood up "how? How do I scare you what do I do!?" He asked me "sometimes your so protective and aggressive and it scares me.. and when I'm around you I feel pressured to be perfect-" "-you feel pressured!? Betty.. come on.. my dad is dead my mom and sister are in toledo, I run a damn gang and I'm dating the north side princess, the perfect girl next door, the one that everyone is dying to have, every day every damn day I get called south side trash, serpent scum... I get spit on.. I get told that one day you'll walk away from me all the time and you don't think that me being with you isn't pressuring me to be perfect for you!? I want you to like me.. I want you to love me.. your all I have, I stopped drinking and smoking for you.. I want you to stay.. I want you to see me as your boyfriend who loves you... but in your eyes I'm trash..protective..Aggressive.. pressuring.. all I want is for you to see that I'm your boyfriend and I'm here for you.. but of course I fuck that up too." Jughead said as tears rolled down his cheeks, I walked up to him as he backed away "no.. I don't want to hurt you anymore.. walk away cooper.. leave.. walk away from this relationship before I get to attach to you more than I am now.. I'm letting you go betty..so go.." he said as I opened my mouth to say something but all I could taste was the saltiness of my tears "p-please Betty.. go.." he cried as I let out a sob.. "he shut his eyes and turned the other away.. I nod my head and walked out..
