( Don't worry this is a bughead story)
A V E R Y
I ran up stairs and into my room locking the door and then ran to my bathroom and slammed the door shut falling down against it, tears rolled down my face, my breath shaking and my heart felt heavy..
I took the pregnancy test out of my pocket and looked back down at it positive..positive.. I'm pregnant with jugs baby and I'm only 17.. god how did this even fucking happen!? How do I tell him!?
God why is being a female so hard!?
My phone began to ring, I look down at it to see it was from jug, I turned my phone off not wanting to talk to him yet.
J U G H E A D
She declined the call..did I do something wrong? Is she mad at me?
Just then my phone beeped meaning I got a text message, I looked down it was from Avery
A: can't pick up the phone rn, at meeting with the parents. Sorry love I'll call you back❤️
J: oh it's okay tell your parents I said good luck alright, love you❤️
A: okay, love you too!❤️
I smiled at the text message god I love her...but..I also am in love with Betty Cooper.. Im not cheating of course not I'm not that kind person. I'm telling myself that my feelings towards betty is just a faze but it's been months now and they are still here. I laid back in frustration.
A V E R Y
I took off my shirt to see a little bump..I must be about 2 months. How could I have been so stupid!? The morning sickness, I thought I was just sick until I found out yesterday and now all the morning sickness makes sense- oh shit.
I ran to the toilet and threw up and held my hair back. As I finished I wiped my mouth with my back hand and sat up against the bathtub. I stood up watched my hand and brushed my teeth. I walked to my closet and pulled out something lose so that you couldn't see my little baby bump. I grabbed a white lose turtle neck and sneaked to my moms room and pulled out one of her maternity jeans that she wore when she was pregnant with my little sister. I ran back to my room and changed into the out fit. I did lose curls in my hair and did my light make up. I put on some chapstick since it was winter my lips get dry faster. I walked to my door and pulled off my jacket and grabbed my backpack and beanie and walked down stairs.
"Morning mom" I said as she smiled "good morning sweetheart" she said setting some pancakes down.
Just as I finished there was a knock at the door and a text message from jug saying "I'm here"
I brought my plate to the sink and kissed my mom on the cheek "bye mama, have a great day at work" I said walking over to the door and put on my boots, jacket and beanie. "Bye sweetheart! Have a great day at school!" She shout back as I smiled and grabbed my pack back and opened the door.
"Good morning love, you look beautiful as always" he said as I smiled "thank you bubs you look beautiful too" I said was he chuckled and looked down at my hands to see I wasn't wearing any gloves so he stopped me in my tracks, "you need to start bring gloves" he said taking his off and put them on my hand " but Your fingies are gonna get cold" I said looking at him, "I brought extra for me" he said while putting the other one on my other hand.
We walked into the high school the smell of hot chocolate filled the air, the building looks like winter wonder land. Our school is very decorative when it comes to holidays to I guess bring joy to the shitty town. "I have to tell you something.." i said and realized he wasn't even listening or looking at me, I followed his eyes to see they were watching Betty Cooper shes the what they call ✨Heather✨ of Riverdale high, she's the girl that everyone wants she's perfect. Her blonde locks in beautiful curls and her makeup natural but glam, her green eye look like emeralds god she's so perfect how could someone not like her!? She's the definition of beautiful compared to me. I have brown hair that are in lose curls, hazel colored eyes and natural makeup that doesn't even look like I'm wearing makeup oh and lets not forget the fact that I'm pregnant!
"Oh what were you gonna tell me?" He asked, wow looks like he listened. "Uh..n-nothing I'm gonna get to class" I said shutting my locker and walked away when he ran up in front of me stoping me in my tracks, I look up at him and he looked at me worried, "move I don't want to be late" I said trying to go around him be he stopped me, "what's wrong?" He asked cupping my face to make me look at him, tears formed in my eyes, "I-....I'm gonna be late" I said walking around him. I couldn't tell him the words won't form.
J U G H E A D
She ignored me the whole day. I rushed out of last hour to talk to her but bumping into someone making the drop their notes and books, "oh I'm so sorry" I said bending down to help pick up the notes and their books, I look up and their was betty kneeling in front of me, god she's beautiful but I can't. "Hi" I said as she smiled back "hi" she said.
We stood up and talked, "well have a great day, I'll see you around" she said with a smile after we Exchanged numbers, I smiled at her as she walked away. I looked down and smiled at the number then looked up to see April with tears in her eyes.
"Avery-" I said but she shook her head and walked away from me as I ran up to her "Avery baby it's not what it looks like I didn't cheat I'm not cheating on you" I said as her bottom lip quivered "I- I don't wanna talk" she said looking away from me. "Why do you keep pushing me away!?" I asked her as she looked at me bitting her bottom lip from the inside and looked at me "I'm not pushing you away jug! I-I'm holding on..for dear life!" She said with a gasp as tear rolled down her cheeks "a-and.. I'm sorry that I'm breaking like glass but I'm falling apart with out you! So why can't you let me all the way in!?" She shout her voice breaking, seeing her like this shattered my heart, "love I did let you all the way in since the beginning" I said to her resting my hand on her shoulder, "no..Im only half way in because the other half is with the blonde beauty that everyone wants" she said quietly as tears rolled down her cheeks as I wiped her tears away
A V E R Y
"What's this about love?" He asked, he's hand creasing my cheek, I took a deep breath and looked around to see that we are in a empty hall way, I looked back into his eyes "I-I'm pregnant.." I mumbled just loud enough for him to hear. His eyes widen. His hand dropped from my face, "I knew it" I said wiping my tears away and ran away from him and out the building.
I didn't know where I was going, I just needed to be far away from here..from him. The cold air bushing against my face and hand. I can feel it sneaking through the thick layer of my lose turtle neck. My nose and cheeks turning pink. I stopped running and found myself at sweet water river. I sat down on the bench and let out a sigh, the smoke from the cold crest a fog in front of me, I looked down and rubbed my belly and began to sob once more.
J U G H E A D
"AVERY!" I shout it's been 2 hours now and I started searching for her the moment she ran out but lost her after awhile. "AVERY!" I shout.
I run to the bridge that stood over sweet water river and saw Avery sitting at a bench by the water, "Avery" I mumbled and ran down to her. I took off my jacket and put it on her "god baby you could've frozen to death! Never do that again" I said pulling her into my embrace and held her tight and kissed her head.
I brought her back to my place. She took a shower and I waited in the living room. She walked back out in my shirt and her hair damp and stood in front of me. "What? What is it love?" I asked her as she swallowed down hard, "do you want to keep it?" She said looking at me blankly, I put my lap top on the side table next to the couch and tilted my head, crossed my arms and looked up at her "I can't answer that because that's your decision to make" I said as she looked down at her feet. "Come here" I said patting on my lap as stuttered for a bit but I grabbed her softly by the hips and pulled her down and sat her on my lap and held her like a baby but she was sitting up, she laid her head on my chest as I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her head more than once, "I love you so much.." I said and kissed me once more. " I can't make that decision for you but, I can tell you that if you decided to keep the baby, I'll pick up extra shifts at pops and I'll provide everything for you and the baby and I'll make sure we have a roof over our heads and a meal at the dinner table every day. And I promise to love you and the baby no matter what. And if you decide to not keep the baby, I'll support you, I'll be here for you and take care of you and I'll still be your boyfriend..because my love for you is forever and always. I support you in what ever you decided" I said, I can feel her smile against my chest, "even when I'm big smelly and grumpy?" She asked with a giggle rubbing her belly and looked up at me as I looked down at her belly resting my hand on it feeling her bump, I looked back down at her and smiled "even then I'll still love you" I said as she smiled, I connected our lips.
Little did I know that we wouldn't last...
