idea by arri1134
J U G H E A D ⚠️mention of self harm!⚠️
I sat on the bathroom floor sobbing, I grab the razor and ran it down my wrist leaving short deep cuts reopening the ones that had just sealed up.
Watching the blood run down my arm repeating your worthless, once she finds out your a depressed freak she'll leave you she'll find someone better, you deserve to be dead.
"Juggie?" I hear betty shout from the bed room as I took a deep breath and cleaned up my mess and cleaned out my cuts. I looked in the mirror and took a deep breath. I walk out of the bathroom and went back in bed as betty laid her head on my chest as I stroked her golden curly locks. "What took you so long?" Betty asked me with that Angelic voice "oh um my stomach has been bothering me" I said as she looked up at me "I'll go grab you some medicine" she said getting up as I grabbed her wrist making her look at me "no I'm fine" I said as she raised an eyebrow "no juggie let me just-" "can we just lay down? I want to spend every second I can with you" I said as she smiled and laid back down on my chest wrapping her arm around my body.
A couple hours go by betty fell asleep as I continued to repeat those words in my mind causing me to sob...
B E T T Y
I was sleeping when I began to hear sobs...
I look up to see that jughead was sobbing "jug?" I asked as she sniffed and cleared his throat "Uh yea?" He replied "what's wrong?" I asked him and sat up and turned on his lamp so I could see his face which was red from sobbing "nothing something just got in my eye" jughead said which I knew was a lie "jug" I said and touched his face "tell me what's wrong?" I asked him as he took a deep breath, "promise me you won't leave me" he said as I gave him a worried look "baby your scaring me" I said "promise me" his voice cracked "I promise" I said as he took a deep breath.
"I have depression and these stupid fears of the thought that you would leave me when you find out your dating a depressed freak who cuts himself" he said as tears formed in my eyes as he looks down. I cupped his face making him look at me as tears spill out of my eyes "no jug don't you ever think like that, I will love you no matter what no matter how much you hurt me no matter what we go through I will always love you I will never ever leave you not in a million years" I said wiping away his tears "we'll get through this together I'll be here every step of the way do you understand me?" I said as he nod as I shook my head "no I need to hear you say it" I said as he let out a sigh "I understand" he said as I wiped away my tears "let me see them" I said as he looked at me "no betty there hideous" he said as I gave him a look and rolled up his sleeves to see old cuts and freshly new ones "these ones are new- this is what took you so long in the bathroom!?" I said looking at him shocked as she nod and rolled down his sleeves and looked away "don't be afraid to tell me what your going through okay I'm here and I'll always be here jug" I said as he gave me a faint smile "okay" he said as I gave him a faint smile back and hugged him.
I pulled away from the hug and connected my lips with his....
We both pulled away and I looked into his eyes "I accept you in every way this in another reason to love you even more" I said making him laugh "god you are really gonna be the end of me coop" he said and kissed me "I love you" he said making me smile "I love you to" I said and kissed him and laid back down on his chest...
