Scarlet Wreck | Mature | Completed

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Elijah smiled down at his phone as he remembered the face Haejun had made when he asked for Haejun's phone number.

Always blushing..

And now the contact was saved as Haejun ;)).

Cute as fuck. Elijah's head was filled with Haejun's face as he left the school building and found himself at the front of the school.

"Eli." Alisa stood in front of the male with her arms crossed. "Are you okay..? I haven't seen you in a while."

Elijah just looked at her nervously and she continued,"Everytime you zone out you're smiling, but then you come back to reality and you're like.. bored."

Elijah looked at her awkwardly. "Uh.. I'm sorry.."

"What are you even thinking about? It's like you're not even paying attention to me these days." She was frowning now and Elijah felt slightly guilty.

"I've just.. uh.. been thinking about myself.. basically." Elijah put his phone in his pocket.

"You can tell me anything." Alisa grabbed his arm and he slowly pulled away.

I can't really tell you that I think a boy wearing a cropped hoodie is starting to look cuter than you.

"Not this." Elijah deadpanned.

"Be honest. Is it another girl?" She crossed her arms and Elijah looked alarmed.

"What?"

"Yeah! Is there another girl just clouding your head or something?!" She was starting to draw attention to the two of them.

..Not a girl..

"No, Alisa." Elijah sighed and up at the sky in annoyance.

"Then.. can we go on a date today?" She tried acting cute and Elijah had to resist rolling his eyes.

She's gonna hate me.. "Sorry.. I can't."

"Ugh! Why?!"

"Please stop yelling. And I'm busy today so I'm heading straight home, believe it or not. I'm getting tired of you yelling at me Alisa. I can make it up to you another time, just.. not today." Elijah adjusted his bag and left the girl behind as he walked to his house.

･:*:･

He knew both of his parents were out of the house, which made everything easier. He took off his shoes at the door and climbed the carpeted stairs to his room.

Locking the door, he opened his laptop and went into incognito mode.

I'm just.. trying to confirm.. that's not weird is it? People probably do this all the time.

Elijah bit his lip as he typed in a porn website and then added a key word: gay.

Oh.

Elijah scrolled through a lot of videos before finally settling on one of a couple.

I can't tell if that looks like it hurts or feels good.. That's.. wow.. how can he fit.. all of that..

He watched it for a while and realized that it wasn't really turning him on that much.

.. maybe it's because they're doing it really slowly..

"Maybe.. a different video.." He mumbled to himself before leaving it and finding a guy jerking off with soft grunts.

That's.. big.. Elijah looked down at his pants.

But it's not really.. doing much to me.. Elijah noted as he looked at his crotch.

With a sigh he exited the video and found another one.. but this time it was a smaller guy bouncing on a dildo roughly and moaning softly.

"I'd.. want to fuck him."Elijah murmured to himself softly. His moans sound cute.. and his cute ass.. I wonder if Haejun would sound like that-

Elijah cut off his thoughts with a groan as he grabbed his member and started jerking off to it.

And that was the video Elijah found himself cumming to.

Wait- does this make me gay now? Wait..

Elijah was internally panicking. He didn't climax until he thought about Haejun, which was very problematic in itself.

Oh fuck. Oh fucking fuck. I'm so fucking screwed.

Elijah wiped his hands on tissue and stared at the screen with a sigh.

I should still double check though..

He went back to the straight side of the website and found that he could still get off to one of those videos as well.

So I don't exactly have to break up with Alisa.. I still like girls.. I guess.. I like some boys too..

"Half straight is okay... that's bisexuality right?" Elijah murmured as he closed the computer.

Maybe I'll shower and then do homework... and eat after that..

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Some of you may be windering why he's so comfortable with himself, is mainly because he kind of had a suspicion beforehand and he had never been a homophobic person

also he's a little based off of me so ❤️