The jedi and her commander

Chapter 22 pulled apart

(Bly's perspective)

We were back at Coruscant after what happened on Ilum I've stayed with Aayla for the past 24 hours we were in her barracks sitting on her bed together. I had my arm around and my head on hers she stared at the floor thinking we had been sat there for 25 minutes. I didn't want her to b alone so when ever someone sent something on the holopad I ignored it as I wanted to stay with her. "Bly" she said breaking the silence I looked down at her and she looked up at me "yeah" I replied keeping my arm around her. "Why does it seem everything is trying to pull as apart" I was about deny it but I realised that it seemed true.

when Fisto tried to kill me.

when Ventress captured me.

When Aayla almost drowned

Now when Vos tried to kill me and her.

It seemed like it wasn't meant to be. She looked up at me waiting for an answer but I couldn't give her a comforting one or a good one. "I don't know" I said as I shook my head I could feel water in my eyes but I wasn't going to allow them to fall not infront of Aayla not when she needs comforting. "Believe me I do love you but everything is trying to destroy us" her voice sounded so sad and broken I held her hand tight and I looked down at her "Aayla for as long as you want us to stay together I will stay with you always" he head fell into my chest "it just feels like it was all a mistake". What she was saying sounded right it felt as if this was all a mistake and it made us worse as we lied to so many people about us we can't have a family we can't do anything with this.

"Remember a year ago you said you would find away" she said as I held her tighter "yes" I felt a tear fall down my face I shouldn't be crying but it was hard as I knew what she was going to say. "You haven't found one and neither have I" I let go of her and just put my back against the wall while still sitting on the bed. While she was leaning on the edge of the bed there was just silence I couldn't think of anything to say and neither could she. I sat there thinking what will happen to us if we were found out I wouldn't allow Aayla to take the blame I'd take the blame as I knew how much the Jedi meant to her and I'm sure she can make a life without me.I closed my eyes I just wanted to rest.

(Aayla's perspective)

I turned and saw Bly asleep against the wall I gave a faint smile toward him not that it mattered as he was asleep. This was rough as I do love Bly but everything pulling us apart was coming everyday as there was a risk of death in every mission there was a risk that we would never see each other again. I still remember when I first joined his battalion he was so nervous and that was fun to mess with him but now that we are in a relationship everything bad happens to us. Even the people I trusted most Kit and my own master have turned in me the only one I have left is Bly. I know he thinks that I could survive without him but I can't and I know he can't live without me.

You know what I won't stand for all the bad things that come our way as I love him andall the obstacles are just testing us we will argue and there will be fights but it is if we stay together and when this war is over I'll stay by his side at all times. I will find a way I know Bly will never turn on me I trust him that much.

I turn my head in his direction and say his name softly "Bly" he opens his eyes and I pull him into a kiss his lips meet mine it was passionate.

(Bly's perspective)

Once she pulled away I finally had a chance to speak "Aayla what ar—" she cut me off almost immediately "I'm past caring Bly I will stay with you always" she reassured. This time I pulled her into a kiss she began to remove her trousers until they were down and i had an opening in my suit I laid on the bed and she was on top of me began to thrust and she felt waves of pleasure with each one. I will stay by her side no matter what.