Rival Lovers (Completed)

Chapter 31

" what do you want me to say Beverly? I'm not your boyfriend, and you have no right to say who I hang out with. If it makes you feel any better, her and I didn't sleep together. Even though it's none of your damn business. She's an old friend of mine. I came down to Hawaii not too long ago. She noticed me when I was on the beach. She came up to me, and told me that she wanted to catch up. So her and I ended up getting brunch. You have no right to come bursting into my room, and yelling at me for doing that."

He was right, I had no right to yell at him for going out with another girl. But honestly I wasn't mad about that. I was more mad that he went out in public. Not once, but twice. He went out on the beach, where he met the girl. And then he went out to brunch with her.

"I don't care about that girl! I don't care who you sleep with! You're right, it's none of my damn business. But what is my business, is when you're going out in public. I told you if you wanted to come that you had to stay in the hotel room. He cannot see you! None of his men can see you! They will recognize you, and he will start to question things. He's extremely smart, and I'm surprise he hasn't found out already. I don't want him to find out about us, he'll kill you. He'll likely kill me after I had the baby. You don't want that to happen do you?"

He looked at me and rolled his eyes. He clearly wasn't getting the point here. I wanted him to come here, and to spend time with me. I knew Francis wasn't going to, since him and I were in a huge fight. But I am deeply regretting inviting him now. He clearly doesn't care about getting caught. I figured when we were first doing this that he would care more. But now as time goes on, he is getting more reckless. He doesn't seem to understand the consequences of what will happen. He doesn't seem scared of it. He doesn't seem scared of Francis.

" honestly Beverly, I don't care anymore. I don't care if he finds out. I have a gang as well, and I'll do whatever I can to keep myself alive, and you a life. You may think this is stupid, but I want you. I want you to be my girlfriend, and I don't care if that baby is Francis. You can come with me, you can stay with me. I'll take care of both you. We'll start a whole war if we have to."

"Start a war?! Why do you wanna date me? I have no feelings toward you like that. I thought I did, but we're just friends. I wish you would've told me this. I want to be with Francis. I know he has screwed up, but I'm having a baby with him. He can protect me and the baby. I don't think I can do this anymore. If you truly think like that, I can't trust you. I can't trust you to not keep our secret. I can't trust you to hide from him. I need somebody more safe. I think you just need to go back to the house."

He looked at me like I was crazy. He rolled his eyes, and started walking toward the window. He looked out the window for a few seconds, before turning around back towards me. He groaned. He was clearly upset, but I knew he wasn't going to express how he was feeling. I grab my jacket that was sitting on the bed, and put it back on. Even though it was Hawaii, it was a bit chilly. I didn't say anything to him before exiting the room. I did make sure that nobody was in the hallway before making my way back to my room.

Once I was back in my room, I laid in the bed. We've been in Hawaii for over a week, but I still haven't decided that I wanted to hang out at the beach, or even the pool. I much prefer to stay inside the room. I planned to spend the whole entire time with Wrennly, but clearly that isn't going to happen anymore.

The Next Day

" so, how are you enjoying Hawaii? I'm truly sorry that we haven't been spending a lot of time together. A good 75% of my attention has been toward business. The main reason why we came down here. The other 25% is because I didn't want to be around you. But after yesterday, I have decided that I want to be around you. I decide that I want to be married to you. That I want to have this family with you. And I'm hoping you want the same. That's why we need to get everything on the table. It's clear that we both have not been faithful in this marriage. It's clear that we both didn't wanna be married."

I didn't know where he was going out, I highly doubt it he knew that I was cheating on him. But Francis knows everything. Which worried me when I was cheating on him in the first place. Even Meredith warned me about cheating on him, she told me that Francis was likely to find out as soon as it happened. Francis has people everywhere. He has cameras everywhere. If something happens, it's incredibly likely that Francis will know that it happened only a few seconds later after it had happened.

" before you say anything, I already know that you cheated on me. I know who it was, but I just want to get everything out in the air. I want you to tell me everything wrong that you have done. I won't harm him, I won't do anything. In this stays between us. Everything that we talk about here. We have both fucked up, and I think it's best if we get everything out in the air. So we can put it all behind us."

I nodded agreeing with him. I just hope he would keep his end up of the deal. To not harm him.

" I haven't done much, but I have been cheating on you. He's down here in Hawaii with us. I only did it because I was lonely. I don't want you to think that this baby is not yours, it is. When I first found out I was pregnant I was worried that it was his, but it wasn't. When I found out how many weeks I was pregnant, I instantly knew the baby was yours. Even if the baby was not yours, I still would've played it off as yours. I was terrified that you would've killed me, and the baby, and him. I hope you don't hate me, but I've only slept with one other person. I don't know what you've done, but please don't hurt him."

"I did suspected first of the baby was not mine, shit, I even expected it was not mine up until you just told me right now. I plan to ask you. If I'm being honest, I would've killed you if the baby was his. Right now, I would've done it. But since it is mine, I won't. I won't kill you after you have the baby, so don't worry about that. Over the past month so we have been married , I have cheated on him multiple times. With multiple different women. When I say I am on business trips, I'm usually with another woman. The only time that you ever found out, I did have regret I was upset, but not because I had cheated, but because I had gotten caught."

I didn't know how I was supposed to feel. He told me it was a one time thing, that he was sorry. He seemed so sure of it. But after realizing and spending time with Francis over the past few months, it's clear that he is an exceptional liar. He is a liar, anyway manipulator. It's hard to trust him at the moment. Because he is telling me the truth, I figured I would do the same. Even if they were consequences with it. I still worried that he would kill me after I had the baby. But I just had to trust him on this. Even though all different part of me was telling me not to.