𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐔𝐬 || 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐣𝐢𝐧✔️

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Seokjin's POV

After a long and exhausting day, I finally have the chance to spend some quiet time alone in my house. It's nice to be back to where I'm supposed to be. Breathing in my home sweet home, I take few look around.

"Mmm. Looks like this place could use a good cleaning." 

Okay... Even though I'm tired, I find myself drawn to cleaning my house. I can't stand even the smallest trace of dust.I change into a white t-shirt and shorts, and I gather all my cleaning tools. Plus, I find cleaning therapeutic. 

"It's time to fight dust!"

I start cleaning from the living room to the kitchen, then to the bathroom, and finally to my room. Honestly, this shit is tiring. Why am I even doing this? 

Maybe I just love torturing myself. 

As I make my way to the guest room, which used to be my grandmama's room, I begin dusting everything, then wiping down the windows and mirrors. I then start sweeping the floor; I prefer using a broom over a vacuum. 

When I reach the bottom of the bed with my broom, I feel something bump against it. Obviously out of my curiousity, I crouch down to see what's beneath the bed. 

"It's a box?" I pick it up, and wonder how I never noticed it before. Have I not been paying enough attention to this house? 

I open the box to find a piece of paper and a wilted daffodil. 

Taking them in my hands, I unfold the paper. It's grandmama's handwriting... 

I'm shocked, but what's even more surprising is that the letter is addressed to me.

Dear My Lovely Seokjinnie, 

Yes, I am writing this letter with the hope that one day you will come across it. I hope it's not too late when you finally open this. 

Seokjinnie, you are old enough to accept the realities and challenges of life. Please continue to be a good boy and pursue your hopes and dreams. Honey, I know that by the time you read this, I may no longer be in this world, so I want you to remember that Grandmama wishes for you to stay strong and positive always. Even when I'm not with you physically anymore.

I wrote this because I want you to find out the truth. There are things unfolding around you, Seokjin, and I hope you open your eyes to it. Investigate everything, but never think about self-harm ever again. Bear in mind that if you discover the truth, stay calm and accept it. Things will never always go your way as you expected it to be. 

Every event has its purpose. Once the truth is revealed, do not resent. Do not let it wound you. Instead, stand strong and choose the path of positivity; it will shape you into a better man. 

Promise me that you will face this challenge head-on. Promise me that you will unveil the truth. Promise me to be the happy and strong Seokjin you were before our passing. You can do this, sweetie. 

Love, Grandmama. 

PT1.

"What? What truth, Grandmama?! Why leave me hanging like this, playing a guessing game instead of just revealing everything? What am I supposed to find out?" 

My life seems to be getting even more ocmplicated these days, and now this letter is just adding to the confusion without any clear direction on what I'm meant to discover. 

Think about it... It's like trying to solve an addmaths problem and suddenly there's a question with no head or tail on which formula to apply. 

Anygay, I let out a sigh and try to push these thoughts aside.