Only You (Second Chances Series Book 1)

Heartache, Anger and Love

I lie awake holding Lily. I don't want to let her go. I can't believe I didn't see how much pain she was in. Hell, I should of went home with her that weekend. I should of pushed harder to see her. I should have just showed up at her parents house and not taken no for answer. There are so many things I wish of would of done differently. Then I could of helped her and maybe, just maybe, we wouldn't have spent seven years apart. As mad as I am at myself,
I'm a million times more angry with the no good peice of shit who raped her. If I could find that bastard and have five minutes alone with him it would be well worth whatever punishment I received afterwards.

It takes me awhile but I'm finally able to fall asleep. When I wake up in the morning I here the shower running. I decide to go in and check on her. When I open the door I hear her crying. I quickly take off my underwear and join her in the shower. I turn her around and bush the wet hair out of her face.

"Hey honey, are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine. Telling you lifted a huge weight off my shoulders." She shrugs her shoulder and trys to look away from me. "And apparently I have a lot of feelings about it."

I bend down so I'm looking her right in the eye. "Lily, feelings are okay. I'm not one to shy away from feelings. You know that. You don't ever have to hide from me." I pull her close and hold her as she cries some more. "I am glad that telling me lifted that weight for you."

Once she's calmed down we take our time washing each other and touching each other as much as possible. When the water starts to run cold I turn it off and grab the towels for both of us. After we're dry enough I pull her out to the bedroom and have her sit in the bed.

"I meant what I said about taking our time before I make love to again, Lily. But that doesn't mean I can keep my hands or my mouth off you in the mean time. Lay back for me please."

She does as I ask and I lay down next to her. I kiss her slowly as my hands explore her naked body. As I slide my finger into her I feel how wet she already is for me. I kiss my way down her neck, chest and stomach. Then I move onto her hips and thighs. When she bags me for more I place my hands under ass and hold her up so I can taste her. With the first swip of my tongue she cries out.  She crabs my head and tries to hold me where she wants me but I'm determined to make this one hell of an orgasm so I bring her close and then let up. Then I bring her close and let up again. I just keep letting it build until finally shes had enough.

"I swear to god Oliver James Scott if you do not make me come in the next two seconds I'm kicking you out and taking care of business myself!"

I chuckle and then I slide two fingers in her as I lick and suck on her clit. Within the seconds she demanded she's tightening around my fingers and I can taste her climax. She screams out my name and curls her fingers in the covers at her side.

"Fuck, that was amazing."

I laugh again and kiss my way up her body.

"Just think, you wanted to kick me out."

"Well good thing I didn't because that was seriously amazing. I don't think I can move."

"So don't. It's still early, go back to sleep for a little while. I'll make some breakfast and wake you up when its ready."

She glances down and my unmistakably hard dick.

"What about you?"

"This was all about you. I'll be fine. I promise." I pull the covers over her and kiss her on her forehead. I grab my jeans and throw them on before walking out and closing the door behind me.

When I get out of ear shot I pull out my phone and call my mom.

"Ollie! Good morning. How did your work dinner go last night?"