Love Conquers All (COMPLETED)

Chapter 5

PERSONAL

Run could tell that Mew succeeded in trying to control his self. He's worried about his friend but he trust him. He knows he could get through with this confusion. 

Everything's getting better. Now, Gulf could go home the usual time. He's preparing dinner when his phone rings 'Hello, Gulf, this is Run, Mew needs the latest design now. I'm sorry to disturb you but it's kind of urgent' 'No, it's okay. I've done some of those already but my assistant hasn't checked it yet.' 'no worries, we just need the design now. Can you send it to me?' 'it's on my desktop the password is Cielo1926 Mr. Run, just look the file work and find the folder to check' 'oh okay thanks'

Mew is still in his office and trying to finish everything before his vacation. Run left to buy dinner. He called him a while ago to ask Gulf for the latest designs he needed. Run told him to check it on gulf's desktop. He's looking for the said file when something caught his attention. 'OURS' he opened the folder and see a lot of Gulf's pictures with a man. Then, he found some amazing designs. There's one hotel design that he likes. It looks simple yet elegant in green color. He copied it together with the said file. He didn't tell Run about it. He's somewhat hurt or annoyed with questions in his mind. Who is that guy? why do they look so happy? why Gulf didn't show those designs to him? He went home with a messy mind.  

The next day, Gulf feels something unusual but he tried to ignore what he feels. He does the usual things but he can feel the stares from Mew. 'He's at it again, what's wrong with him? not again please' Gulf prays silently, he doesn't like this feeling. It's making him uncomfortable but he tried the best he can to ignore it. 

He's busy distracting his self that he didn't notice the time. It's lunch time. Techno called him out of the blue but he felt relieved 'hello there mi cielo, how are you? te extraño mi cielo, ( i miss you my sky) hmm. no, i'm in the office, yes i'll eat i just need to finish this first. okay, okay fine. i'll eat now. yes, i brought lunch with me. No, i made it. I'll eat with Jane. Wait,' i called Jane for us to eat our lunch, my crazy friend is throwing tantrums and asking for a video call. I and Jane are eating our lunch together while i'm talking with my talkative friend. I'm so much thankful for Techno's call, I don't know why but he's always like this. It's just that he knows when to call and what to say just to make me feel better. Thanks to him I'm able to forget the strange feeling I had a while ago. 

Mew is just there, observing Gulf's action. He can clearly see how Gulf's expression changed when his so called cielo called. He's jealous but couldn't admit it. He's getting more frustrated from what he saw last night. He can feel that the guy in the picture is someone special to Gulf and that someone special could be his so called cielo. Because of these ideas he felt more frustrated and angry. 

Gulf felt so uneasy at the same time he's not feeling well. He's  dizzy but he needs to work. At 3 pm, he couldn't take it anymore. He asked his assistant to call a taxi. He needs to go home he's body is longing for a rest. He went home and sleep.

Mew went out from the conference room and noticed Gulf isn't in the office anymore. 'excuse me sir, Sir Gulf went home just now. He said he needs to go somewhere but he left these papers. I'll just review some of it and give it to you later' Jane explained 

'Going somewhere ha?' Mew thought. He can't focus on his job. He needs to cool down or else he'll explode. 'Run, I'll go first I need to unwind. I'll let you handle the rest' He said while walking out from his office.

'since, i'm going out why not try to know myself better then?' he thought. He went to a gay bar to find out if he's really gay. But as he's inside, he just sit and drink trying to observe what's around him. There are a lot of guys but he can't see any of them as attractive as Gulf and that made him more confused. He's in his deep thought when a masculine guy approached him. 'want some time enjoy? i can make you forget what's in your mind right now and i'll make sure you'll enjoy heaven' said the guy in a flirty way. He's disgusted, when he's about to leave the guy pull him and that made him feel angry. He exploded and punch the guy hard before living.

He went home and drink inside his own room. While drinking he can't help but think how miserable his life is. Everyone around him are pretentious. Just wanted to get close because of his money, fame and looks. Like his ex girlfriend. He was dead serious about them way back then, he even plan to propose to her but before he could do that he found out that his so called girlfriend was cheating behind his back. What's worst is, his girlfriend said that. 'if not because of your money, i wouldn't stay long with you. A cold man who knows nothing but money and revenge'. He couldn't trust anyone since then, except his best friend Run.

The next day, Mew went to the company earlier than usual, he wanted to talk to Gulf out of nowhere. Last night, he was a mess, he kept thinking that even if he'll accept himself being gay. He'll probably end up broken hearted seeing Gulf who can't even throw him a glance.

But to his surprise, Gulf isn't in the company yet. He wanted to apologize to Gulf for touching his personal file. So, he waited but it's almost 10 in the morning and there's no Gulf in the company yet.

He's getting angry and frustrated. He's about to explode like a time bomb.