Love Conquers All (COMPLETED)

Chapter 11

OUR SONG

note: If you see this font it means Gulf's thought. This one is the video's content while this is the song.

The next day Gulf wake up with a lighter feeling. 

'I feel better the moment I wake up but I'm somehow scared. I'm just here in my room staring my laptop hesitating whether to watch the video or not. I spend almost three hours doing that until i finally got the courage to open it. There are many video clips on it. I just decided to open the video based on it's order.'

'Hello there baby, my baby Gulf. I'm sorry for lying to you. I'm in the US right now, I'm going to see the doctor today. I'm sorry for lying to you. Don't worry everything will be fine and we'll have our dream vacation after this' 

I don't know how to feel I want to stop as it's so painful to watch but i know I have to face it now. I should be strong. 

'Hi baby, give me a kiss please mwaah (kiss gesture) I need that so that i'll have a lot of energy today. You know baby, I feel so nervous right now, i have to undergo lots of laboratory tests today. But I have to be strong for you baby. Please wait for me'

'baby, i won't do anything for the next three days. I'll just stay here and  take a good rest while waiting for the tests result. I miss you so much baby.'

'baby, i'm sorry. I'm so sad I know you wouldn't like it. The tests result is bad. The findings I got from there is true baby. It's really true, I really have cancer now the cancer cells are growing fast. The doctor said I only have half a year to live and they can't do anything about it anymore. I don't know what to do baby'

'baby, will you be mad at me if i won't agree to have a chemo? i just don't want to see you worried about me. i know you'll be extremely worried if you can see dramatic changes in my body'

'i'm going home baby, i'm so excited to see you. i miss you so much please wait for me'

'While i'm watching those videos, i can't help but remember how worried I was about him way back then, I really thought that he left the country because of the scandal we had. I'm getting more mad at myself right now? How on earth that I didn't notice anything about this!'

'baby, it's so good to have you at my side. i'm sorry for hiding this to you. i just want my last days here on earth happily. I want to see your smile everyday. By the way, I'm in a condo. Techno and I owned this. I'm sorry if we can't have our planned and dreamed vacation anymore'

'baby, i tried to make a song for you but I couldn't finish it. I'm so sorry baby. I really can't focus my stomach hurts every now and then. But here are the few lines I made. 

I met you during the darkest day of my life.  My heart melt the moment I see your sweetest smile. A genuine smile you show while playing in the field. I feel like my heart is the ball as it bounce so fast. so fast because i finally see the most beautiful human for me.

You might not be aware but to hug and kiss you you forever is my only dream. The love of my life. My only sunshine. I want you to feel my warmth. To fully embrace you in my arms is all i need.

'How I wish to hear you sing for me again my love'

'I'm sorry baby, that's all i have for now I'll try to finish it sooner'

'Baby, i know you already notice my body's changes. Thank you for being so attentive to me and for understanding me whenever I couldn't do the things I used to do before. Baby, I don't know until when I can fight but promise I'll try my best to fight'