I'm A Celebrity 2019!

~ 15 ~

The next morning the 4 going on the mission had to leave really early, then we had to go and do the live trial.

'Oh. My. God. It's Love Island.' Me and Jacqueline fangirl, Roman also looking very happy. 'I've always wanted to be on love island!' I squeal, all of us walking in to find a fire pit, hot tub, bar and a day bed. 'Oop we've got a fangirl.' I laugh.

We take part in four different live challenges, the first is Ian, Jacqueline and Caitlyn, who have to rummage around in slime pies for a star and win the first three. Jacqueline, Caitlyn and Nadine all eating dinner.

'Next you're gonna have to transfer pigs testicles from one bench to the other.' I'm sat on the end. Cliff, then James, then Roman, then me. 'But you can only use your mouths.' I try not to blush, this is great. This is live as well. Fantastic. 'Okay. You can start when the claxon goes.'

Our buzzer goes and Cliff is off, passing them straight to James, who heads straight to Roman and I pray I don't mess it up. We need to get six and some of them are so flipping small Roman and I are practically snogging by the end of it, having to pass all the little bits through to the end.

Someone must've planned this honestly.

I'm fairly sure my cheeks are bright red, and I dread to even think of the looks on my family's faces. Here I was playing the ice cube game with pigs testicles, sat next to someone I'd called fit not even two days ago.

Luckily afterwards we were all covered in cockroaches, so there was no reason to talk about what had happened and we moved on.

Ian, Caitlyn and Andrew took the next challenge, downing disgusting drinks. All of us wetting ourselves at Ian's gag reflex.  Then came the last of the challenges. Only 3 meals left to get.

'James and Roman. You need to transfer all 3 stars from James' side of the bed to Romans. But you're not gonna be alone. This challenge is called Snakey Behaviour.' They bring out two huge snakes, one of Romans worst fears. 'Claxon's gone. Of you go.' James gets to work, unscrewing the one with the crab, which looked almost impossible but as Roman tried to screw it back in on his side, that looked even harder.

They didn't get the last three stars, meaning Cliff, Andy and Ian wouldn't be getting any meals tonight. And I could tell Roman was absolutely gutted.

James has a bit of a pop at Ant and Dec, saying that the challenge was unfair. And after a bit of a downer to an otherwise successful trial. We all head back to camp.

Roman heads straight to the little hut and I can tell he is seriously feeling down. And when he gets in that frame of mind it's sometimes hard for him to open up and talk about it. Something I've learned since we've been in the jungle and I've watched him during arguments.

Not in a creepy way though.

God I don't even know what I'm saying any more.

I head up to the little hut to grab my stuff and head down to the creek. I purposely take as long as I can until eventually Roman pops up in the hut and I can execute my plan. 'Hey, there's no one down at the creek if you wanna come. I'm just gonna sunbathe for a bit.' He turns, letting out a huge sigh and nods. 'That does sound good.'

'Oof. What a mood.'

He laughs slightly. 'See you in a minute.' I salute. 'Don't get roped off into some dingo dollar challenge and blow me off this time.' I wink as he laughs and I head down to the creek. I strip to my swimming costume and jump into the pool, forgetting how freezing the water is just like every other time I get in this thing. 'Fucking hell.' I breathe heavily, swimming down to the deeper part and wetting my hair.