Hoseok and Jimin sat on the bench they usually chatted in while waiting for Yoongi to get out of class.
Only this time, Yoongi was back in the dorms.
The brunet texted Jimin, asking if he had time to spare— he wanted to say a few things. The younger agreed which led them to the park. Hoseok told Yoongi beforehand so he already knew about it.
"Sorry if I'm disturbing you, I just wanted to talk." Hoseok apologized, feeling awkward around the male unlike before.
"No worries. It's a Saturday, I have no plans for the afternoon." Jimin assured, wrapping his arms around his own torso in a hug-like manner. "I needed to talk to you anyway."
The older nodded. "I'll let you go first."
Jimin did the same, sighing nervously before speaking. "Yoongi told me about what you told him— how you took care of me last year while I was drunk. I don't remember it— I was probably too intoxicated— but thank you. I don't see you as more than a friend... no offense.. but I appreciate that you genuinely liked me unlike everyone else. At least now I know it's possible for me to find someone that actually cares."
Hoseok smiled softly while the other continued. "And I'm sorry for throwing myself at you that night at the bar. I was emotional and drunk— I didn't know what I was doing. It's not an excuse for what I did but know that I'm sorry."
Once Jimin was done, the brunet reached his hand up, patting the younger's shoulder. "Don't be so hard on yourself, I'm partly to blame too. I should've pushed you away sooner but I didn't and now I'm dealing with the consequences for it." He laughed sadly.
Hoseok wasn't complaining though. If the kiss didn't happen, then his ego probably would've never let him come clean. In a way, he was thankful because he was given the opportunity to a fresh start. No lies. No acting. No underlying intentions.
He wanted to be with Yoongi and he wanted to shower the older with all the love and appreciation he failed to show the first time.
"Anyways," the brunet continued. "I figured Yoongi told you about it so that's why I wanted to talk to you. I wanted to remind you that you're more than just a face and body. My feelings for you may be gone but I'd like to think that you're still one of my good friends. I don't want you beating yourself up and restricting yourself from potentially finding a good guy.
"You immediately reject any admirer that finds the courage to come up to you. Maybe you should lower your standards a little and loosen up. Not everyone's an outlet to heartbreak. Just let the right person come to you."
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Outlet To Heartbreak // Sope
Fanfiction"It's unethical to play with someone else's feelings for the benefit of your own love life, Hoseok." = Highest Rank: #1 yoonseok #5 sope #46 hobi #157 btsjhope #207 btssuga #295 junghoseok #468 minyoongi = Published: June 5th, 2020 Completed: July 5...