Hopelessly devoted (Niall Horan fanfic)

Eternity.

(Niall's P.O.V)

I was putting Charlie to sleep. I could here Olivia in the room, she pulled me out and kissed me passionately on the lips, then moving down to my neck.

"Not now babe." I said. I- I just didn't want to take my long sleeved t-shirt off I didn't want to put her in distress.

"Why babe? I mean, Husband to be;).." she said pinning me to the wall, hands either side of my head.

"It doesn't matter, just come to bed." I said walking under her arms.

"Spit it out Horan." she said

"Spit out what?" I said pulling the sleeves of my top down over my hands.

"Your not your self, are you hiding something?" She said.
"Are you cheating on me?" She said, I think she's just a little tired

"No! No why would I?"

"Then... Tell me?!" She said walking behind me into the bed room.

"It's alright love!" I turned around kissing her lightly then going into the bathroom to change.

"Niall?"

"Yeh?"

"You never get changed in the bathroom! What are you hiding!!" She said curiously.
"Did he come back?"

"What! No he's locked up remember?"

"Did you get into a fight?" She said tears filling her eyes.

I can't hide I've got to spill.

"It's just... I've I've" I said years fulling down my cheeks.

"You've what?"

I pulled you t-shirt over my head. Her eyes light up.

"What? What have you been hiding?" She said

"Promise not to be mad?" I said

"Yes I promise! Now what is it?" She said with a little giggle of relief.

I pulled both arms out in frount of my old scared torso. Left and Right arm full of scars different directions across my wrists to my forarm. I looked away I kept my arms in fount of my but I bit my lip avoiding eye contact.

"Oh Niall!..." She said. I felt her soft fingers trace the scattered scares across my arms.
"Why?" she looked at me, I felt her gaze burn into my head.

I said nothing.

She pulled her hand to my face and gently pulled eyes to meet her broken ones.

"When?" She said now looking down.

"The other day." I said voice cracking.

"Why?" She asked once again.

"Because."

"Because?" she said now looking up to meet my eyes again.

"I was scared?" I just said, now breaking eye contact. I walked away pulling my joggers off jumping into bed sleeping as I do... naked.

I felt Olivia get into bed she was sobbing. I broke her. I can't deal with this. I turned to face her. Her eyes were tightly closed and her hair was covering her face. I brought my hand up to her face a pulled her hair away, and tucked it behind her ears. She opened her eyes and sniffed, hard.

"I'm- im sorry." I said pulling her into my embrace. She fell asleep with her arms tightly wrapped around mine.

*3:47AM*
"WAIHHHHHHHH" Charlie screamed.

Olivia went to get out of bed.

"I'll get him babe." I got up pulling my joggers back on.

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After about an hour Charlie was fast asleep. Thank god!

I got back into bed and hugged Olivia again tightly again falling back asleep. Finally.

It was about half 8 and I was about to get out of bed to get a shower. I was pulled back down.

"Where do you think your going?" Olivia asked.

"Shower? And what do you think your doing?" I asked sleepily

"I love your morning voice it's sexy." she said.
"OWW!" She shouted.

"What's up?" I asked

"Fuck you Mother Nature!" she said holding her stomach. we sat in bed, I rubbed her stomach.

*RING RING*

(Olivia's P.O.V)

My phone rang, it was my dad. I rolled my eyes.

"Hello?" I said down the phone.

"Hey how's the baby?" He asked, he sounded lonely.

"He won't shut up!" I said putting on a sleepy voice. I lied, he only woke up 1-2 times last night.

"Do you want me to look after him today? You know Grandad and grandson time?" He asked.

"Yes! That'd be lovely I'll get him ready and I'll get Niall to drop him off, bye." I said putting the phone down straight away.

"Why did you do that?" Niall said.

"So I can have Niall Olivia day. Watch some movies?" I said. Niall just nodded

"GET UP!" I said straight after.

"Okay geez." Niall said getting changed. I walked over and pulled my fingers over his arm once again. I walked out the room and got Charlie changed.