Hopelessly devoted (Niall Horan fanfic)

Gone!

(Niall's P.O.V)

I left! I didn't want to take any of their bull shit! I saw what I saw! Harry and Olivia! His top was off what more to explain! My girlfriend asleep with my best friend! I can't believe that she'd do that to me!

I arrived at the nearest hotel out side of town. I got Charlie out and left the suit case in the car, closing the door behind me.

"Fresh start Charlie, No more bitches to rewin our lives now?" I said tears filling my eyes. She's gone and I'll have to face it, she's brought nothing but a load of crap on my shoulders...

"Hey, room for 2 please?" I said to the pretty receptionist.

"Just you's 2?" She said pulling keys out.

"Y-yeh." I said taking the keys off her.

"Ahh, okay have a nice stay!" She said smiling at me while I walked away with Charlie on my hip. I didn't bother to check my phone until I sat down on the bed in the small stuffy room, I settled Charlie down after his long travel.

33 missed calls and 49 text messages off Olivia.

12 miss calls of Harry and 3 'sorry' texts.

My phone was buzzing, "Oh what now!" I said loudly.

"What what do you fucking want now?" I said down the phone, the number was blocked.

"Niall come home! Just because I fell asleep on Harrys lap I have all of a sudden slept with him? Grow up Niall! Bring my baby home! I'll call the police if you don't return him!" It was Olivia. It sounded like she's been crying and drinking.

"Your drunk... why is your number blocked?" I said

"Why do you care?" She said Downing a bottle, I could hear the liquid in the bottle splash.

"Stop it Olivia your being stupid I'm not coming home you can go running back to Harry!" I shouted to her, maybe this time it will stick in her head this time.

"What don't you get? I - don't - like - him!!" She slurred.

"Yeh sure, even the Booze don't heal the lying" I said.

"Niall!!!! Don't go !!! I can't live with out you!!!" She cried down the phone making my heart sink. but I'm keeping my word! I don't want her no more! I can't trust her!

"Good bye Olivia!" I said hanging up the phone.

I brought my hands up to my eyes and cried heavily. I felt like I was dying. I cried so hard that I fell to the floor I couldn't think no more. I sobbed so loudly to not give a fuck if someone was to hear me.

*knock knock*

someone was out side my hotel, but who? They stopped. But I was so heart Broken that all I could do was cry and cry.

"Hello?" A little voice called.

"What!" I shouted, just loud enough for them to hear.

"You alright In there?"

"Yes I'm fine!!" I lied.

"Don't hide from your fears!" The little voice said.

"Go away!" I said it echoed the small room.

.....

Nothing... I cried harder this time. My heart was aching. My hands over my eyes as I was broke, all in side I felt like shit....

(Olivia's P.O.V)

10 minutes after Niall left I cried into Harry's bear chest. He held my head, he knew it was his fault but... it wasn't. It was mine, he only wanted a bit of company.

Niall's the one who walked off!! I didn't want to go to bed because of him! It's all Niall's fault!!!!

When Harry left, I cried and cried until eyes started to burn. He took my son! I thought. I put my hands through my hair and tugged at the roots. I felt like death! I went to the couch, sight blurry because of my tears. I fell onto the couch crying so loudly i didn't have a care who heard. I was so broken in side my heart felt like it sunk, pain rushed through my body. "so this is what a broken heart feels like" I said still sobbing my eyes out.

I text and called Niall, he didn't answer. I called him so much I completely lost count! I stopped trying, threw my phone across the room and dragged my feet to the fridge. Niall's step dad was a strong alcoholic, there was still a big bottle of vodka in there. I wasn't thinking straight and took the bottle out and threw the lid and started to jug it. It was so strong it slowly crept down my throat, burning on the way down. Pain filled my chest when it sunk in. The pain felt... Good?

I stumbled to the other side of the room now picking up the smashed phone. I tried calling Niall one last time. He picked up it was so nice to hear his voice! I felt like throwing up. I just missed him. A-and I might not ever get him back.

We talked and I started to cry he put the phone down... its broke me. I cried so hard that I fell asleep in the middle of the living room against the hard brick wall.

(Niall's P.O.V)

Should I say sorry?

No, no I can't make the same mistake.

But she needs me?

No she can live with out me!

But what if she harms her self?

This kept playing over my head... I felt so bad and confused. I decided to call Louis, The other lads I haven't saw in a little while and... Harry... Well.

I called him I could deal with text. My bones are aching.

"Hey what's up man?" Louis cheered down the phone

"Louis!!!! I've lost her! I've completely lost her!!!" I said crying down the phone.

"Where are you? Where is she?" He questioned his voice pitching.

"I'm just out side of town in a small hotel! I've lost her!! Louis..." I cried my heart out down the phone to Louis, poor mate... I didn't mean to bring him in but I needed comfort.

"Shhhh I'll come over and send Jess to Liv's, it's okay you'll sort it!?" He said trying to calm me.

"No Louis I'm not going back to her!" I said sobbing.

"No... I'll try everything in my power to help where are you and I'll come and help you through this!!!" He said

"I'm in Waterblow, hotel just off the motorway, I think it's called The Swan?" I said tears still falling but my voice has calmed.

"I'm coming right over!" He said. The engin started in the back ground as he started the motor,
"Stay strong mate!" He said before buttoning the phone.

I fell asleep crying. I-I was... Dead with out Olivia!

Why?

Why?

Why?!