Balance - Tss Au

Fuck I don't have a title ehhhhh...GAY!!!

GAYS GAYS! 26 chapters in and I realize I've never actually said that Remus is autistic! He is, just like me! That's why he's stimming all the time and all that!
Tw: Very minor ED things, panic attack

Virgil leaned his head onto where the now rolled down window used to be. The wind blew in his hair and the sunbeams warmed his skin. They were driving by a sunflower field so the air smelled of flowers. He closed his eyes and smiled.

Roman quietly went between humming and singing to himself while he drove "Wasteland, baby I'm in love I'm in love with you"

They were on a roadtrip towards San Fransisco (which is totally just around 8 hours away from Florida). They were going to stay over for 3 days. First day would be museum day, the second would be Chinatown and even more art museum day (Roman liked his art okay) and on the third they would chill in some park before buying flowers and driving home again. They were 100% not going to alcatraz since that would definitely make Virgil anxious as hell.

"Hey wanna stop at that resturant? It's like 16 miles ahead" Virgil said after noticing a sign.

"You said we would eat at the blue whale diner" Roman replied.

"Well it'll be like 2 hours before we get there and then another hour till we get to the hotel. Isn't it just easier if we eat here? What difference does it make?"

His grip on the steering wheel turned so hard that his knuckles turned white "You said we would eat at the blue whale diner"

"Plans change sometimes y'know"

"You said-"

Virgil noticed how Roman's breathing had started to go faster and decided to interrupt "Okay princey maybe you should turn in and stop the car because if you continue to drive while you're panicking I'm going to start panicking about getting into a car crash and then we'll both be panicking"

He nodded before turning in on the parking lot of a gas station. He leaned his forhead against the steering wheel while trying to take deep breaths. Virgil moved closer and patted his back.

"Sorry, I just..I have a hard time changing food plans once they've been decided since it kinda takes a while for me to hype myself up enough to eat without wanting to not be healthy" Roman mumbled.

"Hey at least you're able eat at all. We can eat at the blue whale it's okay. I honestly just wanted to eat cause all this driving is making me anxious about sudden car crashes"

"Thanks hun. There should be some energy bars in the backseat somewhere if you're actually hungry. No binging"

"No binging!" Virgil exclaimed while leaning back to fumble around in the bags.

"The view is really nice from here" Roman said while eyeing the part of Virgil that was still left in the front seat.

When the emo sat back with his newly acquired snacks he frowned "You disgsuting harlot!" He smacked Ro with the energy bars.

"What? I'm just an innocent ace admiring your assets" he held up his hands to look extra innocent.

"Was that a fucking pun? Oh you're getting it now! Feel my rage!!"

He attacked Roman with tickles until he was squriming and laughing while trying to get his hands away. Virgil did an evil laugh while wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's waist and pulling him over so Ro was sitting on his lap with their faces facing each other.

"You are truly one vicious witch my good bitch" Roman said.

"Thank you, I've been working to perfect my evilness for years" He waved his hands around "Look, right now I'm putting you under a kissing spell that's how evil I am"