𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲 || 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐂𝐨𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐫

Ch.37

hey guys... so I don't like giving u guys crappy chapters so that's why I took a break and wanted to clear my mind out and come up with new ideas for this book. Love you guys & thanks for supporting.
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(1 week later)

I rolled over on my bed and didn't see Elijah next to me. I grabbed my blanket and wrapped myself with it while heading downstairs and as I was heading down I saw the boys sitting together at the kitchen table. When I was in their view they stopped talking and I gave them a confused look, "What's up?"

"Nothing, just talking." Elijah said not really looking up at me. His mood had been changing over time & he didn't seem as happy anymore. It all started when we moved to this overwhelming house and got more media attention. He seemed like he didn't want to be at certain events anymore or he'd say he felt sick so he didn't have to go places. He didn't smile at me as much anymore and it scared me to think I was losing him.

"Elijah, can we talk upstairs?" I asked and he got up and followed me to our room.

I sat on the bed and he just stood in front of me, "What is it?" He asked.

"That's whats going on?" He looked at me confused, "Your attitude Elijah. What's going on? Are you mad at me or something?"

"No." He said bluntly.

"Elijah, talk to me. Stop with the short answers." I grabbed his hand and he pulled away.

"We need to break up."

As those words left his mouth, my heart sank and I didn't want to be there anymore. I started to wish I had never met him or any of the guys. I wished I never kissed him back and that I never fell for his smile & laugh.

"Why?" Tears started to swell in my eyes and I didn't want to cry, so I tried my best to hold it all in.

"Because I'm moving out and I'm going back home."

There was no point in holding in the tears anymore & all I could feel now was the tears sliding down my face, "Oh."

I looked up at him and he began to cry too, "I just can't do it anymore. When we all became friends, this was never part of the plan and it's just too much now. My mom is really sick right now and I need to go take care of her. I really love you and I want to be with you, but I knew from the beginning that we were never meant to be. I wish we were, but you deserve to be with someone who will take care of you all the time and right now, I can't do that." I got up and wiped the tears on his face. He put is hand on my cheek and leaned in to kiss me, to me this was our saddest kiss and I couldn't hold back that this was the last time I would kiss him. I hugged him and he rubbed my back.

As I pulled away he smiled at me a real genuine "Elijah" smile, "I love you Chubs."

"I love you too Bubs."

**

I was listening to the guy in front of me and spacing out the same time. I had a meeting to help get me into my acting and singing career, but all I could think about was how bad I wanted to go home and kiss Elijah. He was packing his bags now at the house as I was sitting in this seat feeling bad for myself.

"(Y/n)?(Y/n)."

I looked up at Daniel, my manager, and then back at the man who was now helping me, "Yes?"

"We have some options for you to audition for and someone who can help you with the music portion."

"Oh, thank you."

"So there is "Attaway League" it is part of the Brat TV channel, and that seems like a good audition to go to, but if you don't want that one just tell me."

My mind was racing with so many things and I didn't know what I wanted, but I knew I needed a distraction, "Yeah I'll do it."

**

I opened the door to the house and saw all the guys sitting down in the living room together, "hey guys." I looked around and realized Elijah wasn't there, "Where's Elijah?"

Sebastian looked down at his shoes and then walked over to me and gave me a hug, "He already took a flight back home, he didn't want to make it any harder for you."

"oh." I sat down on the sofa and tried to calm myself down, "He just left?"

They nodded their heads and I felt sick, "okay." I walked upstairs and laid on my bed. I grabbed my pillow and screamed into it as much as I could. Tears streaming down my face and I want to hit something so bad, I wanted to relieve my anger on someone or something. I sat on my bed and my hands were shaking, I was thinking of all the things Elijah and I did together and then without thinking I threw the glass vase at the wall.

I stared at the shattered glass and cried more, crying was all I knew what to do.

The boys barged into my room and looked at me then at the floor that now had glass everywhere. While the guys started to clean it Sebastian sat next to me and held me close, "I'm sorry that it happened like this, but we didn't want him to disappear again."

I nodded my head and just looked at the guys cleaning. Jake looked at me and then sat beside me while the rest of the guys left the room, "I'm here for you bud." he messed with my hair and I just laughed a little.

"thanks Jake."

He looked over to me and smiled, "No problem."

**
(A couple days later)

*Ring ring*

"Ughhhhhh" I rolled over to grab my phone from the night stand and realized that it was my manager Daniel. "Hello?"

"Hey (y/n), were you sleeping?"

"Yeah, but it's fine. What's up?" I laid in my back and then stared at the picture of Elijah and I that was in my wall.

"Well they called us back and said that you didn't need to audition and they would love to have you on their new show. That's good news, right? Today they want you to meet up with your cast so I'll text you the info."

"Yeah it is. Thanks for telling me." I hung up the phone and continued to stare at the photo that I haven't had the heart to take down. I wanted to cry every time someone brought him up, but since I cried so much it seemed liked my body didn't want to do it anymore.

I climbed out of the bed and took a shower. After I was done I decided to get ready and put some shorts and a t-shirt on.
I hadn't been out of my room since that day and the guys decided to let me have my time alone, but one day they all came in and laid on the floor waiting for me to talk to them about everything, but they ended up falling asleep on the floor.

I headed downstairs and went into the kitchen, "do we have some cereal?"

No one replied and I started back at the guys who were staring at me in shock, "hello? I want some cereal, is there any left?"

They all snapped out of it and Diego handed me the cereal, "so are you good?" He asked and Jake nudged his arm.

"Guys I'm fine. Don't worry about it." I sat down next to Jackson and he smiled at me.

"Alright." He put his arm around me, "so what are we going to do today?"

"We could hang out with Sway." Sebastian suggested.

"Sorry guys, I have to meet up with some cast members because I got the spot for the show."

"Hey that's good!" Jake said smiling at me.

"Yeah, I should head out I'll see you guys later." I put my vans on, grabbed the car keys, and headed out.