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im finally starting to feel like im healing.

im sitting in my room thinking about what that boy said.

and honestly,
me from last year would be crying and freaking out.

but instead, i dont care.

i dont care because if he doesnt like me, fuck him.
i dont care because i dont wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyways.
i dont care cuz i know my worth.
i dont care cuz i have a man who loves me more than anything who i will wait for.
i dont care because next year will be my year to be myself.
i dont care because i AM beautiful whether or not some rando fucktard who i just met thinks so or not.

i am worth so much more than some random dude's opinion of me.

i am worth so much more than i tell myself.

and im falling in love with me, baby.

and high school is gonna be so much more tolerable.

once you come back, you'll see that im so much better of a person that i once was.
it'll be so much fun to fall in love with you again.

i say that like i ever stopped, but i havent.

but yeah. pretty cool, not gonna lie :)

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