9:30am

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i watched the video from our anniversary and
i expected it to make me cry,
like it has been for the past few months
whenever i watch it.

but instead, it made me stop crying.

it made me feel better.

i found myself smiling and laughing, watching you open up the gifts i gave you.

thats how i know im healing.

im beginning to think less of how much i miss you,
and more of how happy i'll be whenever i see you again.

i still feel sick though.
just slightly less.

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