10:37am

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after all i have lost this year,
i will not lose another person.

i absolutely refuse.

its every day,
and the threat of saying "fuck it" looms in the air.

i wont survive if i lose someone else so
ill just keep sitting in my little box of denial
and pretend not to listen.

ill keep my earbuds in for now.

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