love songs and sad songs never fail to remind me of you.
in fact, the world and being alive reminds me of you.
id rather strip myself of breath than see a world that doesnt have you
in everything i see.
i see your smile in the sunset
your soul in the stars
your laugh with the dawn,
your touch in every sprouting plant, and
your breath in every drop of water that hits my skin,
your words mean nothing to me anymore.
every time you told me you loved me,
im beginning to let go of.
because i know it was all a lie.
we didnt have any fucking clue what love was.
how could we have loved each other?
what we did just proves to me that what we had
was not love.
if it was, i dont ever want to be loved again.
but anyways,
i am replacing that with the idea that we can start over.
we can forget about what happened and start new.
as our brand new selves,
and our new adventures and stories,
we can come back and be so different,
so much better,
and maybe
just maybe, if we are lucky
we can love each other
and do it for real this time.
YOU ARE READING
idk if i can call this poetry
Poetrybook 2 this started out as just writing down my thoughts. poems, quotes and other random stuff. thats what this was supposed to be. instead, it had become a diary. a journal, almost. this is long lost lovers. this is heartbreak. this is one s...
