im so jealous of everyone that gets to see you every day.
im jealous of the grass you walk on,
and the random people you see at the grocery store,
and im jealous of god
and im envious of the blanket that covers you when you sleep,
im jealous of you for being able to see yourself in the mirror.
im jealous of you for being someone that i cant forget about.
im jealous that you take up so much space in my life and i probably barely take up a dusty corner.
im jealous of your smile,
and of those able to see it.
but most of all,
im jealous of everything
that is the reason for that smile,
and im so fucking bitter
that it isnt me anymore.
YOU ARE READING
idk if i can call this poetry
Poetrybook 2 this started out as just writing down my thoughts. poems, quotes and other random stuff. thats what this was supposed to be. instead, it had become a diary. a journal, almost. this is long lost lovers. this is heartbreak. this is one s...
