The Mortal Instruments | Morgenstern Blood

Emotions:

Clary wraps her arm around my neck as we kiss and I lift her up into my arms. She wraps her legs around my waist so she's up against me.

"Should we take this upstairs?" She asks then giggles and kisses my neck gently, I feel her lips vibrate against my skin.

I nod and carry her up the large staircase into one of the spare rooms.

She won't love me after this...

I don't care. I try to tell myself. She's here, right now and she's all mine.

I pull off her top then run my hand down her exposed stomach. She looks up at me, green eyes wide with excitement.

This isn't Clary. This is faerie magic.

I don't care. I tell myself. She's here, right now and she's all mine.

I kiss her roughly, and for once her lips respond, pulling me closer to her. She wants me, I want her.

But this is isn't her want. She doesn't want me. But she will. Not if I do this though.

I bite her lip in the kiss then break away, sitting up.

"Another time." I tell her and pull on my clothes.

"Sebastian?" She looks at me, frowning.

"Promise."

Then I walk out of the room, shutting the door behind me.