So it was you?

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Shuhua's POV
I have been feeling this way since day one but I thought that maybe I was misunderstanding it, maybe it was because she took good care of me, so mine was just a special attachement or even gratitude. But one thing was not right. Everytime she talks to someone that is not me or our members, what I feel is jelousy. I can only see her, my surroundings become blurry, I could stare at her, admire her for hours.
The fact that she is always beside me during interviews and shows makes me think that maybe she does feel something about me, something that is beyond friendship. Or maybe she was just used to be next to me. I honestly don't know.
I try not to think about it as much as possible, I use practices and promotions as distraction, not that it helps since we are in the same group. It's not that I don't like being with her, cause only God knows how much I admire her and want to be with her always, ok maybe not only God.. Everyone knows how much I admire Soojin unnie, is just that I'm scared. I'm scared that my feelings will ruin my friendship with her, or worst the group. I absolutely can not make that happen.

We are currenty at Music Core for the last week promotions of LATATA, things have been doing really great. We didn't expect to catch too much attention, being a rookie, this was not predictable at all. We are so happy about it.
Finally the hectic schedule was done. We returned at home to rest. We just have 2 days off then practice again for the Cube concert with all our seniors of the company.
<<Dinner's ready>> Soojin unnie screamed, that made me get out of the room and hug her.
<<Ne jagiyaaaaa>> I screamed unintentionally to her ear that made her look at me annoyed.
<<Sorry ne sarang>> I apologized
<<When did I become all of these things to you?>> She asked.
<<From the first time I met you>> I replied lifting up my eyebrow. Yuqi act like she was gonna throw up.
<<Never. Not happening.>> Soojin said that made Yuqi laugh at me and mock me.
<<Pabo>> that's what she said. That bish.
<< Ya!! You wanna die?>> I started chasing her as she began to run. The living room was a whole mess until Soyeon unnie started to scream and scold us. She was the only who was able to control us hahaha.
I stopped running, while Yuqi was behind Soyeon hiding and laughing at the same time.
<<We're not done yet.>> I said showing my feast, and what she did was stick her tongue out.
After dinner Minnie Unnie ans Soyeon Unnie went in their room. Me, Soojin Unnie, Miyeon Unnie and Yuqi stayed in the living room for a movie.
We were watching Baby Boss, Yuqi couldn't stop laughing meanwhile Miyeon Unnie was crying because of the baby's cuteness.
<<Ya Yuqi, that's you!!>> I said
<<Why?>> Yuqi asked me
<<Cause you're cute, but you voice is hella deep>>
Miyeon Unnie laughed at my comment then cried again. "What the heck is she, lunatic?". Yuqi slap my arm and acted like I was hurt and automaimtically turned my head to Soojin Unnie. Was she with her phone the whole time? And why is she blushing?

Soojin's POV

We decided to stay in the living room after dinner, Soyeon and Minnie Unnie went to their rooms. The rest decided to watch a movie and I agreed since I wasn't asleep yet. We were watching Baby Boss, until my phone vibrated. It's Hui Oppa. I smiled instantly as we began chatting.
•Hey babe, how are you?• H
•Hi Oppa, I'm fine thank you. How about you?• S
•Now that I get to talk to you, I'm great• H
•Why Oppa? Is there something wrong?• S
•Nope babe, is just that I'm kinda stressed these days, I'm also trying to write a new song• H
•Really? I know you can do this Oppa, fighting!• S
•Thank you my love. I can't wait to see you at the concert, I miss you and your kisses• H
•I miss you too Oppa, can't wait to see you too• S
I was blushing with the last text that Hui oppa sent me. Suddenly I saw Shuhua staring at me.
<<What?>> I asked
<<Unnie, why are you blushing? Who are you talking to?>> She said
<<I'm not, I'm just talking to a friend>> I lied, well technically I didn't. Hui Oppa is a friend, except that there is "boy" behind "friend".
We began dating before the debut. He was so caring and kept giving me advices as he already debuted 2 years ago with PENTAGON. He was always smiley and that habit that he had of biting his lip while performing made me fall for him even more. Eventually he confessed that he had a crush on me too and then yes. We are in a relationship. I kept this from my members since we decided to not tell anyone just yet.
Shuhua kept staring at me, somehow I found that cute and then I pinched her cheeks.

Yuqi's POV
After Soojin unnie pinched Shuhua, she looked back at the tv but this time she was a little bit sad. I can sense that there's jelousy in her eyes.
I don't know for the other members, but I already noticed that Shuhua has feelings for Soojin unnie. Honestly I can't barge in and tell her that I know. If she hasn't told me there must be a reason. Maybe she wasn't comfortable with her feelings. I really wanted to tell her so bad that there wasn't anything wrong in loving someone. Love doesn't choose.
<<You alright?>> I asked her in chinese with a low voice so that the others won't hear or understand me.
<<Yes I'm fine>> she said. I know she lied but I let her be.

Soyeon's POV
Our 2 days off are done. It's time to work again.
Lately I've been rehearsing a lot and tried to write a rap part of mine for a song collaboration that I will have with some sunbaenims of our company for the following concert of CUBE.
I am honestly really nervous, I never thought I will be able to perform with my idols in one stage.
I am at my studio that the company provided for me. Here at CUBE, every member of every group that is a songwriter, compositor or want to learn to be one, is given a personal studio to spread creativity. I really appreciate that.
As I was heading out to grab a drink at our cafeteria I saw Hui sunbaenim with a girl, they seemed to be really close and intimate. "Is dating allowed in our company?" I asked myself.
She was kinda familiar, but I don't remember where I saw her exactly.
My phone rang and as soon as I answered it, Hui sunbaenim and the girl turned around.
Heol! The girl with Hui sunbaenim is...

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